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Last day of 2008 .
last day that i will drown in my sorrows .
lol . met up with him yesterday .
chat for quite awhile ..
talking about some of the past made us laugh .
well, i guess its always better to have a friend than enemy .
hating someone is torturing .
lets just forgive & forget .
i will live happier this way too .
whats meant to be yours will be yours one day no matter what happens , so let fate decide everything .
today going marina COUNTDOWN !!
for a new year,a new start ,a new beginning .
maybe after gg sing K ?
not sure too ..


HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE !
BEST WISHES (:

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tmr is the last day of 2008 ,the last day i will drop tears for you.
for this 1 year, things happened,people walked out of my life.
I gotta grow up to be even stronger than before.
what havent i encounter before ?
and was worse than all these ..
if i could walk out of the past,why not now .
life goes on , and many people are worse off than me .
but im still human , my emotions are still there .
its up to me to get rid of it .
dono why seems like im overwhelmed with emotions when i typed this post about my ''sad'' life .
tears dropped like before,but its never the same again .

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sorry no pictures to update yet .
as my hair is freaking short ):
that day went to Seoul garden with class-mates !
last gathering before school reopens .
yesterday went to meet up with lydia .
guess what !
i saw LOW KAI MING.
the first guy whom im ''crazy'' about
LOL. its so weird though .
we just walked pass each other .
and he came to slack with us later on .
but he have really changed.
to become a more mature person.
As to girls , he is still a BASTARD i guess from the way he talk .
i was thinking , fate is really a funny thing.
he's my first & ran with another girl too .
once this last & worst one was gone .
we bumped into each other once more .
is god trying to play a trick ?
anyway its all in the past .
and i guess me & him can be considered normal frens since he has become normal not like the crazy guy he used to be .
well , humans are born for a reason .
that is , i believe , to search in every corner of the world for the one that can really give them unconditional love .
but love can be a very cruel thing too .
when the one you trusted most turns out to be the ugliest of all .
well,i guess everyone's life is different .
some may have better lives,but some is slogging away to keep their lives.
life is a mystery .
open it yourself .

I just got fucked by my mind playing tricks

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next year taking O levels gonna be damn busy studying .
no time to think about bullshit stuff ,
Anyway im deleting my friendster acc people !
GUESS WHAT? I CUT MY HAIR SHORT !!!!!
BE A NUN . LOL !!!

TO YOU !!! :
people out there , there's a saying.
what goes around comes around .
ppl will get their desserts one day .
whats the point of wanting to talk to me NOW ?
when i wanted to TALK TO YOU, DID YOU GIVE ME A CHANCE ?
you ever thought of how i FELT WHEN YOU SCOLDED ME , WHEN I FEEL LIKE IM BEING STEPPED ON LIKE SHIT ?!
HELL NO !
I waited for you for 2 FUCKING weeks ,
no answer . all i get was words that STABBED RIGHT THROUGH MY FUCKING HEART .
regretted ? guilty ?
don talk BULLSHIT with me yeah .
I FEEL EVEN DUMBER
THE MOST STUPID FOOL IN THE WHOLE WORLD .
27 WAS TODAY . REMEMBER WHAT YOU TOLD ME ?
HAHA I GUESS NOT RIGHT ?!
SO WHAT IF THOSE DAYS WERE WONDERFUL ?
DID YOU TREASURE IT ?
HOW FAST A PERSON'S HEART CAN CHANGE .
JUST ONE DAY SIA ! BROKE UP ON 10TH ONLY LEH.
I AM REALLY SHOCKED BY IT .
TEACH ME LEH ?
YOU THINK YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE FEELING MISERABLE ?
YOU ARE THE ONE WHO CHOSE THIS PATH.
you said: I RATHER BE ALONE THAN ATTACHED TO ANYONE LEH.
HAHA YOU ARE MAKING MY TOES LAUGH .
HYPOCRITE CONTRADICTOR .
SAY ONE THING DO ANOTHER ,
TRYING TO SAY YOU ARE ALONE NOW UH ?
PLS LA,THATS NOT THE CASE .
TRYING TO HAVE THE BEST OF BOTH WORLDS UH?
OH PLEASE , DREAM ON !!!!
GUILTY GUILTY GUILTY RMB THIS WORD FOREVER !
AND PLS DON MAKE ME PUKE WITH YOUR PHOTOS AND POSTS MAN .
''DA BIAN'' SIOL ? HAHA ITS THE NAME YOU USED TO CALL ME LEH REMEMBER ''DEAR BANANA'' ?
I didnt know shit can be replaced .
YOU'all WONT COME TO A GOOD END (:
NEXT TIME I SEE YOU , 2 MIDDLE FINGERS & ''PUI'' !!
Oh yes you have NO RIGHTS to be unhappy about what i post.
like you said, YOU'RE THE ONE IN THE WRONG JERK !
Goodbye & enjoy your fat meat. PLS DON CHOKE TO DEATH



THIS PART OF THE SONG IS FOR YOU :
You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You’re so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out
An’ don’t tell me you’re sorry ’cause you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now
Go on and take a bow
Talkin’ about, girl, I love you, you’re the one
This just looks like a re-run
Please, what else is on
Ohh, and the award for the best liar goes to you
For making me believe that you could be faithful to me
Let’s hear your speech out

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雨淋湿了天空 毁得很讲究
你说你不懂为何在这时牵手我晒干了沉默
悔得很冲动就算这次做错也只是怕错过在一起叫
梦 分开了叫 痛是不是说没有做完的梦最痛迷路的后
果 我能承受这最后的出口
在爱过了才有能不能给我一首歌的时间
静静的把那拥抱变成永远在我的怀里
你不用害怕失眠如果你想忘记我也能失忆
能不能给我一首歌的时间
把故事听到最后才说再见你送我的眼泪
让它留在雨天越过你划的线我定了勇气的终点
雨淋湿了天空 毁得很讲究你说你不懂我为何在这时牵手我晒干了沉默
悔得很冲动就算这次做错也只是怕错过在一起叫
梦 分开了叫 痛是不是说没有做完的梦最痛迷路的后果
我能承受这最后的出口 在爱过了才有
能不能给我一首歌的时间静静的
把那拥抱变成永远在我的怀里
你不用害怕失眠如果你想忘记我也能失忆
能不能给我一首歌的时
把故事听到最后才说再见你送我的眼泪
让它留在雨天越过你划的线我定了勇气的终点你说我不该
不该不该在这个时候 说了我爱你要怎么证明我没有说谎的力气请告诉我
暂停算不算放弃我只有那一天的回忆
能不能给我一首歌的时间静静的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里 你不用害怕失眠
如果你想忘记我也能失忆
能不能给我一首歌的时间
把故事听到最后才说再见你送我的眼泪
让他留在雨天越过你划的线我定了勇气的终点你说我不该
不该不该在这个时候说了
爱你要怎么证明我没力气告诉我暂停算不算放弃我说我不该
不该在这时候才说爱你要怎么证明我没有力气我只有那一天的回忆

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I received a letter from the Army asking me to sign on .
its quite cool actually but im sure to die there ..
im a girl how come send me this letter ?
keep gg out these few days to kill my time .
went to Escape with serene that day
& it rained for awhile ):
went to play the viking ship for 2 times.
& sat at the last few .
My heart almost really dropped out .
but i don kno why it didnt .
maybe i still have things for me to solve it .
or its just not my time to die yet .
after that Cyn & Lydia came to meet us .
then lydia's frens,shan ji walked pass ..
so he came to chat with us too .
next day, meet them up to slack again .
Shanji was there to entertain us .
he's a chatterbox number 1 ,
This thursday gonna go Kbox cos its SIS BIRTHDAY !! :D
will sing out hearts out .
today didnt went to work .
im too tired . .
later gonna meet up with Cyn & Lydia again i guess ..