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Last day of 2008 .
last day that i will drown in my sorrows .
lol . met up with him yesterday .
chat for quite awhile ..
talking about some of the past made us laugh .
well, i guess its always better to have a friend than enemy .
hating someone is torturing .
lets just forgive & forget .
i will live happier this way too .
whats meant to be yours will be yours one day no matter what happens , so let fate decide everything .
today going marina COUNTDOWN !!
for a new year,a new start ,a new beginning .
maybe after gg sing K ?
not sure too ..


HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE !
BEST WISHES (:

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tmr is the last day of 2008 ,the last day i will drop tears for you.
for this 1 year, things happened,people walked out of my life.
I gotta grow up to be even stronger than before.
what havent i encounter before ?
and was worse than all these ..
if i could walk out of the past,why not now .
life goes on , and many people are worse off than me .
but im still human , my emotions are still there .
its up to me to get rid of it .
dono why seems like im overwhelmed with emotions when i typed this post about my ''sad'' life .
tears dropped like before,but its never the same again .

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sorry no pictures to update yet .
as my hair is freaking short ):
that day went to Seoul garden with class-mates !
last gathering before school reopens .
yesterday went to meet up with lydia .
guess what !
i saw LOW KAI MING.
the first guy whom im ''crazy'' about
LOL. its so weird though .
we just walked pass each other .
and he came to slack with us later on .
but he have really changed.
to become a more mature person.
As to girls , he is still a BASTARD i guess from the way he talk .
i was thinking , fate is really a funny thing.
he's my first & ran with another girl too .
once this last & worst one was gone .
we bumped into each other once more .
is god trying to play a trick ?
anyway its all in the past .
and i guess me & him can be considered normal frens since he has become normal not like the crazy guy he used to be .
well , humans are born for a reason .
that is , i believe , to search in every corner of the world for the one that can really give them unconditional love .
but love can be a very cruel thing too .
when the one you trusted most turns out to be the ugliest of all .
well,i guess everyone's life is different .
some may have better lives,but some is slogging away to keep their lives.
life is a mystery .
open it yourself .

I just got fucked by my mind playing tricks

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next year taking O levels gonna be damn busy studying .
no time to think about bullshit stuff ,
Anyway im deleting my friendster acc people !
GUESS WHAT? I CUT MY HAIR SHORT !!!!!
BE A NUN . LOL !!!

TO YOU !!! :
people out there , there's a saying.
what goes around comes around .
ppl will get their desserts one day .
whats the point of wanting to talk to me NOW ?
when i wanted to TALK TO YOU, DID YOU GIVE ME A CHANCE ?
you ever thought of how i FELT WHEN YOU SCOLDED ME , WHEN I FEEL LIKE IM BEING STEPPED ON LIKE SHIT ?!
HELL NO !
I waited for you for 2 FUCKING weeks ,
no answer . all i get was words that STABBED RIGHT THROUGH MY FUCKING HEART .
regretted ? guilty ?
don talk BULLSHIT with me yeah .
I FEEL EVEN DUMBER
THE MOST STUPID FOOL IN THE WHOLE WORLD .
27 WAS TODAY . REMEMBER WHAT YOU TOLD ME ?
HAHA I GUESS NOT RIGHT ?!
SO WHAT IF THOSE DAYS WERE WONDERFUL ?
DID YOU TREASURE IT ?
HOW FAST A PERSON'S HEART CAN CHANGE .
JUST ONE DAY SIA ! BROKE UP ON 10TH ONLY LEH.
I AM REALLY SHOCKED BY IT .
TEACH ME LEH ?
YOU THINK YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE FEELING MISERABLE ?
YOU ARE THE ONE WHO CHOSE THIS PATH.
you said: I RATHER BE ALONE THAN ATTACHED TO ANYONE LEH.
HAHA YOU ARE MAKING MY TOES LAUGH .
HYPOCRITE CONTRADICTOR .
SAY ONE THING DO ANOTHER ,
TRYING TO SAY YOU ARE ALONE NOW UH ?
PLS LA,THATS NOT THE CASE .
TRYING TO HAVE THE BEST OF BOTH WORLDS UH?
OH PLEASE , DREAM ON !!!!
GUILTY GUILTY GUILTY RMB THIS WORD FOREVER !
AND PLS DON MAKE ME PUKE WITH YOUR PHOTOS AND POSTS MAN .
''DA BIAN'' SIOL ? HAHA ITS THE NAME YOU USED TO CALL ME LEH REMEMBER ''DEAR BANANA'' ?
I didnt know shit can be replaced .
YOU'all WONT COME TO A GOOD END (:
NEXT TIME I SEE YOU , 2 MIDDLE FINGERS & ''PUI'' !!
Oh yes you have NO RIGHTS to be unhappy about what i post.
like you said, YOU'RE THE ONE IN THE WRONG JERK !
Goodbye & enjoy your fat meat. PLS DON CHOKE TO DEATH



THIS PART OF THE SONG IS FOR YOU :
You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You’re so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out
An’ don’t tell me you’re sorry ’cause you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now
Go on and take a bow
Talkin’ about, girl, I love you, you’re the one
This just looks like a re-run
Please, what else is on
Ohh, and the award for the best liar goes to you
For making me believe that you could be faithful to me
Let’s hear your speech out

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雨淋湿了天空 毁得很讲究
你说你不懂为何在这时牵手我晒干了沉默
悔得很冲动就算这次做错也只是怕错过在一起叫
梦 分开了叫 痛是不是说没有做完的梦最痛迷路的后
果 我能承受这最后的出口
在爱过了才有能不能给我一首歌的时间
静静的把那拥抱变成永远在我的怀里
你不用害怕失眠如果你想忘记我也能失忆
能不能给我一首歌的时间
把故事听到最后才说再见你送我的眼泪
让它留在雨天越过你划的线我定了勇气的终点
雨淋湿了天空 毁得很讲究你说你不懂我为何在这时牵手我晒干了沉默
悔得很冲动就算这次做错也只是怕错过在一起叫
梦 分开了叫 痛是不是说没有做完的梦最痛迷路的后果
我能承受这最后的出口 在爱过了才有
能不能给我一首歌的时间静静的
把那拥抱变成永远在我的怀里
你不用害怕失眠如果你想忘记我也能失忆
能不能给我一首歌的时
把故事听到最后才说再见你送我的眼泪
让它留在雨天越过你划的线我定了勇气的终点你说我不该
不该不该在这个时候 说了我爱你要怎么证明我没有说谎的力气请告诉我
暂停算不算放弃我只有那一天的回忆
能不能给我一首歌的时间静静的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里 你不用害怕失眠
如果你想忘记我也能失忆
能不能给我一首歌的时间
把故事听到最后才说再见你送我的眼泪
让他留在雨天越过你划的线我定了勇气的终点你说我不该
不该不该在这个时候说了
爱你要怎么证明我没力气告诉我暂停算不算放弃我说我不该
不该在这时候才说爱你要怎么证明我没有力气我只有那一天的回忆

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I received a letter from the Army asking me to sign on .
its quite cool actually but im sure to die there ..
im a girl how come send me this letter ?
keep gg out these few days to kill my time .
went to Escape with serene that day
& it rained for awhile ):
went to play the viking ship for 2 times.
& sat at the last few .
My heart almost really dropped out .
but i don kno why it didnt .
maybe i still have things for me to solve it .
or its just not my time to die yet .
after that Cyn & Lydia came to meet us .
then lydia's frens,shan ji walked pass ..
so he came to chat with us too .
next day, meet them up to slack again .
Shanji was there to entertain us .
he's a chatterbox number 1 ,
This thursday gonna go Kbox cos its SIS BIRTHDAY !! :D
will sing out hearts out .
today didnt went to work .
im too tired . .
later gonna meet up with Cyn & Lydia again i guess ..

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Feeling so miserable .

JUNJIE : I really hope you understand whats the prob .
These few days have been really hard to pass .
We have been together for so long alr .
but i don understand why cant you understand what i want .
I want the past us , when we were so happy & understanding towards each other ,when we were so committed & faithful ,& we always put in effort to solve the prob when sth goes wrong .
But now why ? why is it this way ..why cant you listen to me ,
i know you have your personal life but this kind of thing keep on ringing bells in my mind ..
you know how i feel , cos in the past if my guy friends asked me out . you dislike it & i compromise with you ..
Im a girl ,& im more sensitive to thse kind of issues .
and all the things that happened these few days didnt stop . But cant you sacrifice for me & make it stop ?
I don know why i am torturing myself ,
it seems like the only way to sleep is to drink .
Im really tired of my life ..
In the past , ppl talked behind my back,scold me , run away from home, get into police station for dono how many times ,
mix with bad friends & got into trouble ,went to family counselling,psychiatrist,school counselling .
there was a time i even had to wait at the security guard house & wait for my dad to pick me up . It was like jail.
i couldnt go anywhere except home & school .
Principal asked my mum send me to hostel or girls home ..
My life was really like hell that time.
i regretted walking that path .
and after we got together ,
you're the first guy the i can feel the sincerity there .
you're the first guy that made me touched .
you're the first that made me trust you .
you're the first that made me feel secure and heartwarming .
you're the first to make me happy with all your surprises .
you're the first that can make me change for the better .
& you're the first & last i wanna have.

But why has it become this way now ?
we said we must work together ..
so can you prove it to me now ?
dono why tears seem to flow when i typed this post .

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27/11/08
Happy 7th month dear !
I love you , & always will (:

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HELLO .
I got the Edusave bursary HAHA cant believe it sucha lousy student got $250 .
I am BORED .
VERY VERY BORED ..
REAL BORED .
EXTREMELY BORED .
I MISS MY FRIENDS ,
MY HAPPY TIMES ,
MY EVERYTHING .
okay i know this is lame .
goodbye my puny lil sad life

SORRY FOR POSTING SUCHA LAME POST !

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hello (:
went to SPCA on sat
the dogs there are so pitiful ):
cant adopt one cos i need to be 21 to do that ..
i love the husky i saw , thunder (:
ytd got my pay .
i hit the target and sold $1500 of shoes
so my commission is quite alot .
and the boss praised me :D
then my mum gave me a Coach wallet .
so many things to be happy about (:
now saving money for shopping during my holiday trip ..
and next year driving licence :DD
I looked at all my sec1,2,3 friends' blogs .
ans suddenly felt so dumb & stupid .
why did i walked the wrong path ?
and the excitement in the past is all an illusion ..
so what if i regretted it ?
time wont turn back for an ordinary person like me ..
but how i wish it does
& i will be in a tertiary institution now
& keep in contact with all those friends instead of the ''bad'' ones ..
but to think of it ,i gained an experience that they never had ..
i once had the bad,so now i will have the best even in future ..





saw some bitch that made me disgusted .

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3 more weeks to the N level results !!!
pray hard that i did well .
GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE !! :D

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Guess what ?
i bought myself shoes again from the shoe shop im working at.
haven't get pay alr spent some of it . haha .
but the designs are unique though cos this brand is from Europe .
gonna be busy this whole week .
working alot of days & feeeling tired alr .
ytd sis called me ,i haven't met her in awhile .
was thinking of meeting her next week after i get my pay to go shop.
but next week im working 6 days !
cos of those irresponsible workers who nvr come the last min
& i have to help to cover .
and also saw alot of ppl whom i know =.=
but i guess i shall request one more day off .
cos next thurs is me & banana's 7th mth
WOW huh ?i didnt expect him to break my record of having the longest r/s for 7 mth.
haha . so thurs no work .
If sat also no work can meet sis (:
i need to buy a bag and maybe save up to buy a dog ?
cos i have all i need ..
okay i gotta stop here .
later gg work again (:
BYEBYE :D

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today's post is lame .
hello .
no work today .
so i went for facial .
freaking painful to feel the needles poking your face .
the beautician was my mum's fren
she was nice , after treatment all that .
she gave me samples of mask all that ..
im looking forward to pay day !!!
there are alot of things i wanna buy.
so have to decide quickly as well as save abit .
haha, okay im addicted to bubble tea & the pearls ! lol
i wanna cut my hair real soon,
wanna change my hairstyle cos im sick of this .
browsing through the internet for some hairstyles
but cant find any =.=
okay im gg to buy bubble tea bye !!! haha

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No work today ! :D
but im soooo bored at home .
just now they called and said tmr i will be working half day only .
how can they change it so suddenly ):
i wanna earn more $$$$ .
made a friend there cos she is the same age as me .
luckily she found this job or i will be stuck with ppl much older than me .
& those fucking foreign workers keep on doing construction.
using a fucked up hammer to knock .
SO NOISY ! arghhhhhh . nvr spare a thought for ppl sleeping .
nth to blog about alr =.=

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Hello !
this is the first time i like my job .
the boss is nice,the location is good & the ppl there are great (:
this sat im gg with lydia to an old folk's home to do volunteery work.
to kill time as well as to find the joy of helping others .
cos i want ppl to help me too when im old. LOL.
and also to add credit to my life haha
maybe in my next life i will have a better life .
i also sent the volunteer application form for SPCA.
really love dogs but don get to have them ):

& as for training ,im starting to like training .
but dono whether i will still continue after the lessons finish .
Muay thai really made an impact in my life ,
it was the one which made to change for the better .
and it was the first art & hobby that made me stay in it for 1year plus .
amazing huh ? cos usually im only interested in a thing for awhile .

As for friends,well i really felt that i neglected sis since i started studying .
she was really a great friend for 5 years ,
always being there for me ,
but didnt contact each other as much now.
although we have our things to be busy with,
but i hope our friendship is still the same.
although we may not contact as often now,
but the happy memories can never be erased or replaced (:
As for my other good friends , i wont forget you all !

As for r/s , it has been half a year .
time really flies & it has been a long time since i was with a guy for so long .
banana's a great bf :D
although we really have alot of quarrels since dono when ..
but i guess every prob can be solved as long as we work together .
who know what will happen it the future ?
but i just wanna say i really treasure the present (:
the memories he gave me will stay for as long as i live,
although we got our own things to stress about .
but i hope to share the burden with you and not adding .
faith,trust,commitment & love
these are the impt things & im sure i have all these (:
what about you ?

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YESTERDAY : 27 OCT 2008
me and banana's half a year together ! (:
hope we'll stay this way .

& i finally found a job !!!!
after so long of walking =.=
went to northpoint
by chance,i went to the new building and ask for a job .
they hired me ! its a shoe shop ,newly opened .
the ppl there are friendly .
and its so near to my home (:

today is a happy day :D

Hello !

18 oct

went to pulau ubin with him (:

on the bumboat which is damn noisy and cost only $2.50 each.

reached there after 10mins .the place is filled with mosquitoes .

cycled on the worst bicycle after that it rained ):

and we waited for it to stop in a little shelter .

took the bumboat back to changi then went to changi beach for awhile .

after that headed back home :D

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saw an email serene sent me ,

it says Oreo biscuits are filled with MAGGOTS

wtf !look at the pictures below .

beware & don puke xD

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Hello ! gonna post about yesterday ,13 oct 2008.
was damn fun ,went to east coast for our class bbq plus my birthday.
went cycling on the 2 seater bicycle.
cycled to bedok jetty !LOL .
serene & yvonne's bike is so noisy ! LOL !!!!
and its yvonne's first time cycling .haha .
reached there after like 30mins .
was so tired then headed back to the bbq pit .
Mr chew came ,haha and he waited for me to cut my cake before leaving .
and the BIBI took a charcoal and made my whole body dirty.
luckily not my face if not she die !!!!
then she took a piece of my choc peppermint cake and smash it on my face !
ARGH ! but luckily serene help me took revenge haha !
after that really played & everyone was tired .
so me,sis & banana went to somewhere to sit .
then yvonne & serene came to join us after awhile .
and GUESS WHAT !
me & yvonne saw sth like a SHOOTING STAR !!
its a pity its gone so fast but i still made a wish , haha .
after that i went home & banana acc me .
i opened my presents
banana gave me (Anna Sui ,purple perfume) which i wanted long time ago but couldn't find as it was limited edition !!! :DDDD
Sis gave me a black hoodie with nice designs ! i love it ! (:
yvonne & serene gave me before-hand (a monkey with boxing gloves & a black shirt ) haha the monkey looks cute (: okay my hand is getting tired from the typing . LOL so i shall let you all enjoy the photos below !!! :D

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Tomorrow is my birthday ! finally ..Im seventeen :D
but i guess 18 is still better ..
Class BBQ tmr :D
i wonder what time to go ?
omgosh ..
today went to see my cake (:
choc peppermint, my fav flavour !
hahaha i wanna cycle tmr leh !
but dono wad time gg there ..
haha anyway today wanted to tidy up my room,
but guess wad i fell alsleep instead .
omgosh wasted half of the day alr ..
haha gotta go. update after tmr !
BYE ((:

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A very random post .
Later im finally gonna see colours on my hair !! :D
I wonder what it will turn out to be .
so excited , 1 2 3 more days to my 17 th bird-day ,13 oct :D
haha. play hard guys (:

I NEED A JOD RIGHT AWAY !!!!!!!!
saw some on the newspapers , but don have the courage to call =X

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Hello people ! finally exams are over !
last paper D&T yesterday sucks man .
anyway went to Bugis with Yvonne .
and we took alot of photos lol even in the neoprint shop .
bought alot of things & find them worthwhile :D
below are some photos to share !
i look like fuck LOL
2 more days to 13 oct ,my birthday !!
haha, looking forward to the class bbq .
gonna look for job , anyone got jobs ???
so boreddddddddddddddddddd .
& i was looking through and deleting texts .
thought of the old days & old friends .
kinda miss them but it has been a long tim since we keep in touch .
well, maybe one day i bump into them & they have alr became good !
haha, well , life goes on .
& i meet diff kind of ppl as i grow .
but i hope the ppl i meet in future will not be a disappointment like the past (:
but i guess there are diff types of ppl in this world .
and i still have to be wary , but i guess there will be nice ppl ard (:


She took my photo secretly ! LOL


US !

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YAY ! 1 more paper to go !
haha , tmr is D & T
dono how to start studying.
class chalet cancelled !
because of the school who wants to protect their own reputation .
everyone's unhappy , but there's nth we can do .
but at least there's a bbq going on :D
& its on my birthday , omg dono what mischief they are up to .
lols ,it may be the last time we gonna see some classmates .
so must play hard during the bbq people ! :D
after D&T paper tmr gonna go out with Yvonne & Serene .
haha, think will walk till our legs are numb
and it has been a longggg time since i went shopping .
im also gonna look for a job while walking .
hmmm,i wonder how will i spend this 3 mths .
hmm well , now what i wish for is to go up to sec 5 !
i don really care about the points haha as long as i can go up .
& hope my friends will go up together with me !!
ALL THE BEST !! (:

SHORT POST

A short post for today .
sorry bout saying the previous one was my last :D
okay this is really gonna be the last post before my exams end .
cos im really getting bored !
Physics & Chemistry paper today .
now rotting till 1plus & head back to school for Math paper 1 .
9 october last paper -> D&T ):
9 more days to end of exams !!!
3 more days & he'll be back !
then i can give the choc chip cookies i baked :D
Okay BYE for now :P

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HELLO !
okay im supposed to blog after exams
but i will put this as my last post instead,
cos i miss him alot !
Lantern festival he came & find me
and light up the candles !!
there are some photos below .
i made a heart shape & he light up all the fire crackers on a tree.
looks romantic seriously
haha !
then ytd he came & find me one last time before gg to China ):
SOBS .
and he gave me a bouquet of roses !
so surprised yet touched .
actually he wanted to buy my favourite roses that are blue
but couldn't find them ,
so he bought red instead,
and told me 6 roses represnts ''im yours''
he gave me this cos he cant be with me on our coming 5th mth
cos he's at china ):
argh ! but its okay .
and i trust that although he's not with me but his heart is :D
LOL ! okay below are the photos ,
and good luck to my frens for the coming N's .
haha anyway who cares about ***what happen uh ? LOL
thats all folks !! :D
blogging after exams !
BBYEEEEEEEEE .

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HELLO !
today have abit of misunderstandings b/w me & serene
but it was all settled.
after all , we are frens .
and i wont be blogging for now cos of exams .
but will be back after that.
oh yes, say all you want hor !!! (:
cos there wont be any reply
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH !
cos i rather waste my precious time on exams :DDD
WOOHOO
:DDDDDDDDDDDD
LOLL .
BYE ALL (:

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HI ALL (:
back to blogging,
haven't been studying since the Eng paper .
& firstly ,i wanna thank my frens who cheer me up when i was down (:
thanks lydia for accompanying me (:
okay , so back to school next week.
gonna be boring cos its the same old thing ,revision again .
but no choice ,
not feeling well today ,got a bad cough .
next fri im planning to go Escape with him (:
it has been a long time since we went out .
well , i guess everything that happened
made my realise there will be ups & downs in life.
it depends on whether you handle your emotions well ,
sometimes i jus wish i could lose my memory & only rmb the happy times .
haha ,
okay thats about all ..
gonna sleep soon
GOOD NIGHT TO ALL :D

2 POSTS FOR TODAY !

MY BLOG'S SONG

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters,brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
'cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why i didn't show up sometimes
on sunday mornings and i miss you
But im glad we talked through
All them grown full things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
face to face

[ Chorus ]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I
I wish I could talk to you for awhile
Miss you but I try not to cry
As..time..goes..by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the world to see your face
And I'm right here right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye
And you never got the chance to
see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave me
that I held so tight I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

hello

Yesterday went Escape with sis to forget our troubles.
okay & we played almost everything there .
but to no avail we still feel shagg after that .
the best was the Inverter & the Viking ship .
so thrilling that my heart dropped .
and at that moment nth was gg through my head except the feeling of thrill .
how i wish time would stop there .
then went to the haunted house .
and that ass hole who was wearing the ''ghost mask'' tried to scare us .
guess what ? i scolded him .so irritating .
then there is one when we felt that we were flying .
so when its time to go on,emotions came back again.
I just finished my 3 papers .
and luckily my Eng exams was the same topic as Prelims !
maybe this is life .
you gain one thing but lose another .
and what's done cannot be undone .

i have said whatever i wanted to say .
cos its so hard to keep it inside me
so bottled up as if there's a knot there that cant be untied .
its so sad to think that you have nobody to confide in .
i was jus thinking , just as i thought my life is getting better ,
its gone back to where i started now .
then things that happened are all things of the past.
if i keep on looking back,
i would be troubled & wose still,tired of living .
maybe my past life i was a very bad person
so retribution has come .
but the things that happened made me grow up .
and mrs teng had a chat with me ytd ,
she said if the other party was mature enough,he will accept it
but it takes time .
i know ,thats why im giving him time .
maybe cos my circle of frens in the past come across life experiences
and they feel thats is a norm thing .
but this time its diff ,
thats why i treasure it .
i wanna do sth to occupy myself now .
if not wild thoughts will be running through .
and whats the point ?
can my life be better if i moan about my life ?
No ....
I wanna be brave,but it may not be what it seem.
and she said too that focus on those who cares for me .
well , i don know ..
and i really feel very tired , i just wanna sleep and never wake up .
maybe to the end of whatever troubles i have ?

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HELLO !
so long since i blogged .
next week is the N levels alr
OMFGGG ,
today the school organised an ITE talk for us .
although its not applicable to me .
but i will still be worried of cos .
who wont ?
the stress is getting more & more each day .
and i really hope the whole class would go up to sec 5 next year .
or i'll be lonely ):
lols .
wish me all the best :D
haha .
and our 4th mth jus passed .
(:
hope we'll last for eternity (:

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Hello there !
so long since i blogged .
been busy mugging for exams .
its the same routine everyday,
study study & study .
siannnnnnn ...
im trying to squeeze info in my brain .
but my brain is feeling too lazy .
& i suddenly feel like getting a dog ,
you know ,for companionship etc ...
haha .
& i like the song on nurul's blog
LOL.im gonna find it !
okay im talking crap.
anyway nth much to blog about alr
BYE ALL (:

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wow tmr is National Day alr.
haha today sch is having celebrations so didnt went ..
yesterday met lydia for awhile to catch up on some stuff .
cos anyway she is the closest fren i have for so many years
LOL .
3 more days to Prelims ..
(:
and i did follow my schedule to study 1 or 2 subjects everyday .
okay i have nothing else to blog so bored ..
happy birthday singapore _!_ haha

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I did one quiz.
VERY TRUE !
LOL , go try it people !
& you can know all about your personality .
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx


Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

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Hello (:
tmr is another day at school.
& gonna see whether we gonna get our marks alr ..
today went for chinese tuition & the china teacher taught me damn well lor
haha, with her help sure will do much better for chinese.
cos the ong ah jit is not willing to help ? ..
one more week to Prelims .
omggg .
to my frens :
although it may be stressful,but never tell ourselves we cannot do it .
giving up halfway equals to failure (:
now is the time to put aside other things ,
& concentrate fully .
if sth is bugging you , you will not do as well ..
there will be obstacles in life for everyone.
& not all can be solved
but at least we tried & did our best (:

Some inspirational quotes from an email :
1) Dont compare yourself with anyone in this world .
If you comapre,you are insulting yourself .
2)Easy is to judge the mistakes of others
Difficult is to recognise our own mistakes
It is easier to protect your own feet with slippers
than to cover the Earth with carpet .
3)No one can go back & change a bad beginning
But anyone can start now & create a successful ending .

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this is the last post im writing bout all these small things .
there's no point to this argument
Im just wasting my precious time
BYEBYE ! (:

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OMFG .i heard that the bitch alr mark our project ,
seriously,the school is so unorganised lor .
If SHE had planned for us what to do everyday .
then people wont have to go at different pace .
First,HOD said extend deadline to wed
cos alot of ppl haven finish either their folio or presentation board .
and now i heard that the bitch grade us when we haven even finish ?
what the hell is going on man.
Yes,the sch deadline is on thurs ,but since it's alr extended
why must she still mark ?
Or is it cos she's unhappy about what we ''complained'' bout her ?
If this is really the case,she is very childish as a teacher & adult .
& to add on, she's married .
yet she don even have a single sense of maturity to handle problems well .
instead she is so called taking ''revenge''.
well i don not know the real reason.
But she have to responsibilty to explain why she mark it on thurs .
when actually the extended deadline is wed ?
and if they extend ,they shld say till its clear cut.
firstly,HOD said extend to wed the LAST DEADLINE .
so everbody naturally thought it would be marked on wed instead right ?
and if they wanna extend & let us continue with our work,
they shouldn't have any reason to argue that
it shld be marked on the sch deadline on thurs.
If that's the case , wanting to mark on thurs,
why give us extended deadline in the first place ?
and moe's gonna come moderate the marks.
What benefits does the bitch have in doing this ?
She can only feel happy that she got back at us for ''awhile'' right ?
the teachers are making us confused and worried.
we spent 8 fucking months to do this project .
and if SHE mark us down when
its not even the date of the extended deadline which is wed ,
we would seriously bear a grudge against her .

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HI !
woke up but didnt go to school .
completed my D&T project
FINALLY :D
But the bitch is gonna grade it .
luckily MOE ppl gonna come & moderate the marks .
yesterday everyhting went wrong .
cos of D&T lesson .
late for CH,late for Chem,
then in the end thrash things out with the d&t teacher ,
i guess we gotta work well together.
cos she's gonna be teaching me next year !
fuckkk ..!!!
but anyway bearing grudges is a torture to yourself .
so why not jus bear for one more year & get out of the school .
Today ,
Im not gg punch
gotta touch up on my project .
& studyyyyyyyyyyy ):
Studying everyday will make a person go crazy .
so gotta have some outdoor activities .
i wanna go Sentosa !
I miss playing volleyball after so many years not touching it.
& there's a tv show which keep tempting me to play it !
okay ..gotta go !!
im gonna watch some old chinese drama from channel 8
cos its too early .
& hear the obiang songs & see the ppl in the show
LOL
oh yes , i viewed a blog
lols ,bitches ''kah jiao wei'' bout you uh
haha i pity you ,
don even know anything bout wad ppl think bout you .
lol . Im not as CHILDISH as you (:
so i will keep my ''beautiful'' comments to myself (:

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I woke up at 8 am
fucking early lor O.O
& my exams are coming in 2 weeks time !
Im gonna have chinese tuition next week
cos my chinese teacher is so ''kind hearted''
that she don wanna teach me the words i don know .
But i prefer a china teacher ,
cos they are the best in Chinese i guess ?
& since im a Chinese ,
i should know my language (:
okay and i guess i have studied half way alr ?
after the exams,my uncle wants me to work in his company
to package the stocks .
In a way,its good cos he's my relative
& working hours are flexible
But on the other hand,I will be WATCHED !
cos ppl whom you know usually expects you to get everything right .
& i hate his nagging la .
im old enough to make my own decisions for god's sake .
well ,tmr is another boring day in sch,
gotta memorise another esaay ..
))):

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went out with yvonne & serene today (:
bought the haversack & hoodie :DD
walked till or legs were freaking numb
& guess wad ?
we went to Yoshinoya to rest but nvr bought anything.
LOL !!
I think ppl think we'r crazy .
then yvonne took ALOT of photos !!
haha (: enjoyed gg out with 'em :D
AFTER THAT EVERYTHING WENT WRONG !
&& Im fucking pissed off now la
shouldnt have went to my uncle's house
nobody talked to me ..
& my uncle just gave me wine to drink .
then THEY said ''don go outside drink so much .better be more ''zi dong'' ''
FUCK LA !
what the hell is wrong ?
i didnt wanna go there at first,
but when i went there all i get is ppl saying bad things about me.
So wad if i used to drink last time ?
So wad if YOU ALL know i smoked ?
is it a fucking big deal ?!!!
HEY IM YOUR NIECE OKAY
MUST YOU LIKE TO ME LIKE IM A CRIMINAL !?
then my cousins brought their BOYFRIENDS THERE .
& my mum said ''see la they all bring their bf leh,ask yours to come la ''
fuck la ,so my mum asked him
& he still didnt want.
HEY it is my mum who asked you okay .
i know you don like these kind of gatherings .
so its my fault to irritate you again by asking once more lor.
Guess why i reach home so early ?
cos i cant fucking stay there anymore.
NO ONE talks to me.
NO ONE bothers
& all they say is how i was LAST TIME .
FUCK IT .