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Im so worn out !
tasting Chinese since Wed and gonna continue with it till friday .
today was the worst ! Paper 1 & 2 completed in one day .
7 periods of chinese OMFGGGG .
but its okay i have just have to grit my teeth and bear with it for 5 more days only !
then here comes the O level chinese.
I MUST GET A2 !!!! If i dont i think im gonna bang my head alr haha .
okay im gonna stop this talk about studies .


today Ms thomas showed us about a rather interesting video of SHANGRI LA .
It's not the shangri la hotel in SG don misunderstand .
Its a place where you find happiness ,peace and long life.
its kinda a myth but i believe there is still such a place in this world
maybe its at the ends of the Earth .
But if you don think of it as literally a place ,
its a place in our imagination where we find our true self ,where we find true happiness and peace that lies beneath the fucked up world we live in .
Have you guys ever felt really tired of living in a realistic world full of
wars,betrayal,lies,selfishness & hatred ?
well,i guess everyone does at times when its a point of downturn .
so why do God created us ? I guess everything has a reason and purpose behind it right ?
Some ppl come into your life for a reason ,to teach you life skills that only can be attained from experience ,when they leave it means that their mission is accomplished .
so guys,don think of a person leaving you as a bad thing ,it may be a blessing in disguise for you to find someone better or to learn from your experience .
Hatred is a very strong,whether its right to use it or not all depends on your mindset .
being indifferent is better than hating someone ,this is real true .
so learn to let go and think in a calm state of mind to reminisce about your past wrongdoings .
from here,you may find you very own Shangri la in your heart where you search for you soul,your true self. For example , a person who is using all the underhand means to get what they want may really sit down and think,and suddenly remembered that they were so sweet,innocent ppl in the past
humans are born to be pure ,but why have the humans grown up to become ppl like these ?
its may be the fact that having endured so much before,they thought being ''bad'' would make them feel better .
But its your mind which is playing tricks on you , that lead a person to become changed .
i wanna find my Shangri La too, to find true happiness and peace there .
this way,we'll be happier people right ?
and we can fufil the purpose God gave us when we're here .