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hello babes & dudes (:
Just a random post of my thoughts .
No bitches & bastards allowed to view
LOL .
I was viewing other ppl's blog , i mean my ex classmates .
I saw how they have such lovely boyfriends to dote on them .
well,i guess everyone's love life is diff .
you don always get the good guy .
and i have never really gotten one very great guy in my life .
maybe i tot there was ,but turned out that i was wrong.
So what if i experienced being in a r/s many times .
I never really think before i accept a r/s .
well , that is ''love'' for you .
Love is sth hard to define .
I saw how they are doing so well in polys or JCs .
I felt really jealous,why is my life different .
i guess it was the path i chose myself ,cant blame anyone
ended up having to take O's at only 18 .
and my mum is scolding me for not gg school today,
I hate it la. FUCK YOU !
YA YA i always do this , is my attitude prob .
you cant stand it anymore i also cant okay ,
you think im the only one who have nonsense huh ?
FUCK ! one day nvr go school is the end of the world is it ?
is like hello ? you think i want this ?
did you put yourself in my shoes .
yes i admit i cant take stress thats my bad point .
But i just cant accept the fact that i may flung my O's .
oh my f**** , don wanna say anymore (:
Anyway i found out my frenster was finally deleted yay (:


fuck humans,fuck life,fuck myself .