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HI !
woke up but didnt go to school .
completed my D&T project
FINALLY :D
But the bitch is gonna grade it .
luckily MOE ppl gonna come & moderate the marks .
yesterday everyhting went wrong .
cos of D&T lesson .
late for CH,late for Chem,
then in the end thrash things out with the d&t teacher ,
i guess we gotta work well together.
cos she's gonna be teaching me next year !
fuckkk ..!!!
but anyway bearing grudges is a torture to yourself .
so why not jus bear for one more year & get out of the school .
Today ,
Im not gg punch
gotta touch up on my project .
& studyyyyyyyyyyy ):
Studying everyday will make a person go crazy .
so gotta have some outdoor activities .
i wanna go Sentosa !
I miss playing volleyball after so many years not touching it.
& there's a tv show which keep tempting me to play it !
okay ..gotta go !!
im gonna watch some old chinese drama from channel 8
cos its too early .
& hear the obiang songs & see the ppl in the show
LOL
oh yes , i viewed a blog
lols ,bitches ''kah jiao wei'' bout you uh
haha i pity you ,
don even know anything bout wad ppl think bout you .
lol . Im not as CHILDISH as you (:
so i will keep my ''beautiful'' comments to myself (:

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I woke up at 8 am
fucking early lor O.O
& my exams are coming in 2 weeks time !
Im gonna have chinese tuition next week
cos my chinese teacher is so ''kind hearted''
that she don wanna teach me the words i don know .
But i prefer a china teacher ,
cos they are the best in Chinese i guess ?
& since im a Chinese ,
i should know my language (:
okay and i guess i have studied half way alr ?
after the exams,my uncle wants me to work in his company
to package the stocks .
In a way,its good cos he's my relative
& working hours are flexible
But on the other hand,I will be WATCHED !
cos ppl whom you know usually expects you to get everything right .
& i hate his nagging la .
im old enough to make my own decisions for god's sake .
well ,tmr is another boring day in sch,
gotta memorise another esaay ..
))):

):

went out with yvonne & serene today (:
bought the haversack & hoodie :DD
walked till or legs were freaking numb
& guess wad ?
we went to Yoshinoya to rest but nvr bought anything.
LOL !!
I think ppl think we'r crazy .
then yvonne took ALOT of photos !!
haha (: enjoyed gg out with 'em :D
AFTER THAT EVERYTHING WENT WRONG !
&& Im fucking pissed off now la
shouldnt have went to my uncle's house
nobody talked to me ..
& my uncle just gave me wine to drink .
then THEY said ''don go outside drink so much .better be more ''zi dong'' ''
FUCK LA !
what the hell is wrong ?
i didnt wanna go there at first,
but when i went there all i get is ppl saying bad things about me.
So wad if i used to drink last time ?
So wad if YOU ALL know i smoked ?
is it a fucking big deal ?!!!
HEY IM YOUR NIECE OKAY
MUST YOU LIKE TO ME LIKE IM A CRIMINAL !?
then my cousins brought their BOYFRIENDS THERE .
& my mum said ''see la they all bring their bf leh,ask yours to come la ''
fuck la ,so my mum asked him
& he still didnt want.
HEY it is my mum who asked you okay .
i know you don like these kind of gatherings .
so its my fault to irritate you again by asking once more lor.
Guess why i reach home so early ?
cos i cant fucking stay there anymore.
NO ONE talks to me.
NO ONE bothers
& all they say is how i was LAST TIME .
FUCK IT .

Im having mood swings lately ,
maybe because of the upcoming exams.
Its hard to control one's emotions .
But i know i cant let my emotions control me.
I get irritated at the slightest things .
jus now he called me ,
his fren said sth.
& i really felt irritated .
Its like suddenly I want everyone
to shut the fuck up & let me have peace .
but im being self-centered like that ..
Its hard not to feel anything .
or maybe my emotions are changing now & then .
It may be my fault that im born this way ,
but im really so stressed up *&^%$@!
i know if i did study,i wont have to worry .
But my case is diff from others,
i alr wasted 2 fucking years .
and i cannot afford to lose more time anymore !
& i seriously regretted wasting time
the other thing is,
teachers are putting more & more pressure on us .
& some teachers are putting high hopes on me .
My brain is like gonna explode !
I need my own space now .
seriously ,i need to be alone .
so ppl who talked to me today may be offended by me .
but pls don come and irritate me
or i dono what will happen ..
SIGHHHHHH ):

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YOYO !
woke up at ard 8plus in the morning .
damn early right ?!
then went to study Chemistry ,
time really flies ..
Im left with two more weeks to Prelims .
Im so booooreeddd at home ):
look through some friendster bulletins ,
& saw this :
What does your name says about you ?
TRY IT ! :D
A : You are hot.
B : You like people.
C : You are really silly.
D : You like to eat.
E : You like to play with cats.
F : You are dead sexy.
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H : You have a very good personality and good looks.
I : Easy to be with.
J : People Adore you.
K : You're wild and crazy.
L : Everyone loves you.
M : Best kisser ever.
N : Best bf/gf anyone could ask for.
O : Easy to fall in love with.
P : You are popular with all types of people.
Q : You are a hypocrite.
R : You're loyal to those you love.
S : Fuckin crazy.
T : Awesome kisser.
U : You really like to chill.
V : Awesome in bed.
W : You are very broad minded.
X : You love sports.
Y : Best bf/gf anyone could ask for.
Z : Always ready.

My name:
C : You are really silly. ( oh yeah ?)
H : You have a very good personality and good looks. (awwww xD)
E : You like to play with cats. (NO ! =.=)
L : Everyone loves you. (I hope so !! )
S : Fuckin crazy. ( Yeah totally !)
I : Easy to be with. (Depends )
A : You are hot. ( WOW O.O )

hello

Today was damn tiring .
woke up 10 am in the morning
& i slept at 1plus am cos of training .
went to Woodlands library with Yvonne & Serene
to meet Ms suganthi .
then we couldn't find any space there .
so went to the cafe .
Teacher taught us two topics alr .
so good right ,i guess its hard to find this
kind of teacher who sacrifice their weekends to teach us .
then after Ms suganthi left ,
actually we wanted to catch a movie .
but there was limited choices =.=
so walked ard Causeway point ..
and bought doughnuts .
It was nice lor ..
While walking ,we were talking about class & all ,
haha even about kah hwa too
LOL =X
then went back to Khatib to meet him for dinner
& now im back here blogging (:
Today was a fruitful day cos i studied !!
haha

yoyo

Hello everyone !
I woke up in the morning ,
but didnt go to school.
too tired already,
somemore first lesson is Chinese with the ''AH JIT'' .
LOL .
But i still like Chinese although we got a sucky teacher .
guess what im doing now ?
studying for Chemistry O.O
lols .
this is the first time im studying
at home so early in the morning .
later going Punch (:
3 weeks didnt go already ,
kinda miss training .
but i guess i will be dead meat .
cos my stamina is getting worse O.O
haha , okay gonna go study already
Good luck to my friends except ''someone'' for N's
& lets go sec5 together (:
:DDDDDDDDDDDD

hi

Just came back from school .
later going for night class again ,
well well .
some people are just so childish
*tsk tsk tsk
sec 4 already still dono how to think for herself .
hahaha
* YOU are blogging about me & the rest i guess ?
use so many vulgarities
when some of them is copied from others
& your English sucks okay ?!
'EXPECT' SPELLED AS 'ESPECT'
HAHA !
& you claimed we were once close ?
OMFG. you're the one who wanna stick to me man !
im not so thick skinned lor =.=
Let me get things right first :
Do you even know the whole class hate you?
LOL !
so dumb to even think you still have friends .
They just don wanna hurt your ''small little heart ''
HAHA .
haha i don wanna be a hypocrite so i will voice out everything here
Its my blog so i have the rights just like what you did .
the first thing is
Do you even know you best sister don really like you ?
''everytime borrow $$$ from ppl didnt return''
thats what i heard .
In class ,ppl are studying so PLS SPARE A THOUGHT FOR OTHERS
DON scream with a such an annoying high pitch voice everytime .
makes everyone irritated .
then LOVE to take advantage of others
especially when it comes to $$$$
& heard that you love to copy people
pls la ,have your OWN STYLE MAN .
*TSK TSK TSK
I PITY YOU LOR .
COS EVERYONE THINKS YOU'RE CHEAPSKATE
HAHA
I don wanna continue anymore
cos there is just too many things.
JUST THINK ,
IF YOU ARE REALLY SUCH A NICE GIRL ,
HOW COME EVERYONE HATES YOU ?
& pls look at your own attitude.
IT SUCKS FOR GOD'S SAKE !
and do you think we really love to look at you ?
LOL
do you think you're MISS UNIVERSE ?
haha WE HAVE NICER THINGS TO LOOK AT LA !
or maybe cos they wanna look at your ''lovely'' lips ma .
PLS DO SOME SELF REFLECTION BEFORE YOU SAY OTHERS .
CHILDISH BITCH :D

hello

Guess what im doing now ?
my D&T COURSEWORK !
WTF ! still need to type out all that
but no choice,its my marks .
Oh yes , and i wonder whats wrong being good again ?!
I was doin my D&t in school.
then my friend in sec 5 came talked to me .
He said :''How come you doing you work ?
you've become so auntie already leh !
you changed alot from last time till now
last time was ******* (gang poem ) =.=
anyway i know you sure can go sec5
but by then you are alr 18 years old leh !!''
FUCK MAN !
whats wrong with taking O levels at 18 .
whats wrong with doing work ?
whats wrong with BECOMING GOOD AGAIN ?!
WELL, anyway im not gonna fuck care (:
I shouldn't let words from ppl affect me
cos they are just words .
FOR PPL WHO ARE CONCERNED ABOUT PPL'S WORDS :
Let me tell you ,
i've been through much more back stabbing than this
and the things they say were worse .
but who cares ?
JUS BELIEVE IN YOURSELF
& YOU KNOW ITS NOT TRUE.
DON LET PPL'S WORDS AFFECT
YOU AS THEY'RE JUST WORDS.
JUST KNOW THAT THEY'RE JEALOUS OF YOU .
AND LET THEIR WORDS MAKE YOU STRONGER
& NOT WEAKER
IF NOT YOU WILL BE
THE ONE LOSING OUT IN THE END
TRUST YOUSELF AS YOU DECIDE YOUR OWN LIFE !! (:

hello

Today is Youth Day .
another boring day at home ..
im looking forward to school ?
lol !
& im caught with a flu.
omfg . so irritating ..
& i realised i havent been gg training for 2 weeks alr !
cos of school ..so tired ):
but im gonna go this friday (:
cos training keeps me fit
haha !!
i wanna have a muscular body with six packs
LOL ! i would look damn alien-ish .
& my eng oral was just over .
PHEW!
but i guess i didnt do as well as i expected .
i had a mental block in the middle .
& i was doing the picture part.
wtf man ,sad lorrr .. )):
totally forgot what i wanted to say .
but anyway luckily i tried to pulled myself up
in the conversation part .
well ,whats done cannot be undone.
now,i just have to concentrate on the rest .
cos im sure i wanna take O levels next year !
or it will be so wasted . (2years) =.=

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I have too many things in mind .
so it's hard to post it out .
there is a right time to say things that need to be said .
and now's not .
sometimes ppl wonder ,
what do they live for ?
& whats the purpose of their life ?
I was confused during a period of time .
i don't know what i want
and i have no goals.
sometimes i may be sth like a philosopher ?
as the things i think about is in depth .
i have random mood swings and
that caused my emotions to be unbalanced ,
especially towards personal r/s
like friends , BGR or even family .
and my mood swings caused me to be over-sensitive .
& cos of this ,it may lead to
quarrels or conflicts or disagreements .
I don't understand what kind of a person am i .
sometimes things that happen
are not what i wanted .
I dont expect everyone to accept what kind of a person am i.
i jus need people to understand .
and somtimes my mood swings may lead me
to get irritated by the slightest things .
i cant control it ..




I somehow feel that you're different from before.
or am i thinking too much ?

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I realised ..
I have been staying at home or gg to school these few weeks ?!
omfg .
i miss gg out with lydia & shop
My clothes are rotting in the wardrobe
and i havent bought any new clothes for 2 mths alr ?!
ARGHHHH ...
But too bad ,priority is studies now ))):
& shopping have to wait till i have my holidays .

:D

Today was a long long day..
stayed back in school till 6plus O.O
but im glad i learnt alot of things today.
First,went to science SSS & my teacher
taught me another 3 chapters .
plus the one ytd is alr 6 chapters !
& this is the first time i totally understand
CHEMISTRY ! LOL
then after that,went to look for mrs hee
& practise oral with her
cos tmr is my 'N' level oral . OMFGGGG
lastly,went for math night class
& did revision on chapter 1 (:
Today MRS POH brought me to look for MDM AINI.
cos of D&T =.=
but in the end mdm aini was full of praises
haha !
she told me don label myself as an N.a student
cos im an O level student
& she have higher expectation from me
and told me the work she saw today
can get at least a grade 3
but she thinks that i can do much better.
well ,what she said certainly made me felt better .
cos i alr wasted 4 yrs in Express =.=
but personally i feel that we shouldn't
discriminate the N.a people.
cos they are nicer ppl than the Express (:
& nobody is dumb .
Oh yes !
ytd i went to meet lydia
& she passed me the VictoriaSecret undies
i asked her to help me buy online & ship here from US.
its below >>


BACK
FRONT

It was in a nice plastic !

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Hi !
next Monday is a holiday !!
WOOHOO :D
Today is another boring day in school
assembled at 7.25 as usual .
and sang the fucking National Athemn 3 times !
cos we didn't sing loud enough =.=
treating us like kids . wtf .
then proceed on with ''Singing session''
So freaking lame .
We were supposed to sing the song ''If we hold on together ''
& that's a song i heard from pri. school till now.
omg so outdated already .
Okay lets talk about my school.
It is the most budget,cheapskate,dilapidated school which have a budget,botak principal inside IN THE WHOLE OF SG,& LOOKS AS IF ITS GONNA COLLAPSE ANYTIME !
& CAN YOU BELIEVE IT ALR HAS 16 YRS OF HISTORY ?
& ALMOST CLOSED DOWN AT A PERIOD OF TIME
COS OF INSUFFICIENT STUDENTS.
-sometimes when teacher wanna print notes for us,
we need to pay for it ourselves =.=
as their funds were dried up !
-and in all toilets,NONE of the cubicles have toilet paper ,
except one roll beside the hand dryer which is also spoiled =.=
some of the cubicles filled with shit or whatever O.O
and basin stuffed with toilet paper ?
SO DIRTY & DISGUSTED BY THE TOILETS.
-The window panes are those in my pri sch ,those closed with a ''piank'' sound .
Not those in our homes nowadays .
Some are metal ,some are glass,but it is still budget .
-The school building is freaking small,
with BATS lying around outside classrooms,
as if it was a damn old haunted school.
-Every morning,we have to assemble in the CARPARK,
which is freaking small and filled with HOUSEFLIES
Can you believe this ?
-The D&T room is said to be haunted,
but what i think is it is DIRTY,DUSTY,RUSTY .
the tools were used for so long alr .
ROTTING ALREADY LOR !
full of dust in the room with a foul smell .
OMFG .

I hope people won't be so dumb to choose my school.
AS IT IS THE WORST OF THE WORST
p.s I didn't choose the school in my 6 choices,the school chose me !
And i have been here for 5 years cos i retain blah blah blah
Its not that i love the school yeah ((X