:(

I feel so complicated inside .
I DON WANT !
it feels different , feels weird.
after so many stupid & childish quarrels .
they say the r/s usually gets stronger after that but things are turning out the wrong way ,maybe cos we handled it wrongly.
my energy is drained ..
im sick of pretending to smile when i feel unhappy.
I'm gonna do something about it ,because i love you.
this cannot go on any further , the fucked up feelings of mine.
but it takes 2 hands to clap.
are you willing to put in the effort & clap with me ?