hi

Just came back from school .
later going for night class again ,
well well .
some people are just so childish
*tsk tsk tsk
sec 4 already still dono how to think for herself .
hahaha
* YOU are blogging about me & the rest i guess ?
use so many vulgarities
when some of them is copied from others
& your English sucks okay ?!
'EXPECT' SPELLED AS 'ESPECT'
HAHA !
& you claimed we were once close ?
OMFG. you're the one who wanna stick to me man !
im not so thick skinned lor =.=
Let me get things right first :
Do you even know the whole class hate you?
LOL !
so dumb to even think you still have friends .
They just don wanna hurt your ''small little heart ''
HAHA .
haha i don wanna be a hypocrite so i will voice out everything here
Its my blog so i have the rights just like what you did .
the first thing is
Do you even know you best sister don really like you ?
''everytime borrow $$$ from ppl didnt return''
thats what i heard .
In class ,ppl are studying so PLS SPARE A THOUGHT FOR OTHERS
DON scream with a such an annoying high pitch voice everytime .
makes everyone irritated .
then LOVE to take advantage of others
especially when it comes to $$$$
& heard that you love to copy people
pls la ,have your OWN STYLE MAN .
*TSK TSK TSK
I PITY YOU LOR .
COS EVERYONE THINKS YOU'RE CHEAPSKATE
HAHA
I don wanna continue anymore
cos there is just too many things.
JUST THINK ,
IF YOU ARE REALLY SUCH A NICE GIRL ,
HOW COME EVERYONE HATES YOU ?
& pls look at your own attitude.
IT SUCKS FOR GOD'S SAKE !
and do you think we really love to look at you ?
LOL
do you think you're MISS UNIVERSE ?
haha WE HAVE NICER THINGS TO LOOK AT LA !
or maybe cos they wanna look at your ''lovely'' lips ma .
PLS DO SOME SELF REFLECTION BEFORE YOU SAY OTHERS .
CHILDISH BITCH :D

hello

Guess what im doing now ?
my D&T COURSEWORK !
WTF ! still need to type out all that
but no choice,its my marks .
Oh yes , and i wonder whats wrong being good again ?!
I was doin my D&t in school.
then my friend in sec 5 came talked to me .
He said :''How come you doing you work ?
you've become so auntie already leh !
you changed alot from last time till now
last time was ******* (gang poem ) =.=
anyway i know you sure can go sec5
but by then you are alr 18 years old leh !!''
FUCK MAN !
whats wrong with taking O levels at 18 .
whats wrong with doing work ?
whats wrong with BECOMING GOOD AGAIN ?!
WELL, anyway im not gonna fuck care (:
I shouldn't let words from ppl affect me
cos they are just words .
FOR PPL WHO ARE CONCERNED ABOUT PPL'S WORDS :
Let me tell you ,
i've been through much more back stabbing than this
and the things they say were worse .
but who cares ?
JUS BELIEVE IN YOURSELF
& YOU KNOW ITS NOT TRUE.
DON LET PPL'S WORDS AFFECT
YOU AS THEY'RE JUST WORDS.
JUST KNOW THAT THEY'RE JEALOUS OF YOU .
AND LET THEIR WORDS MAKE YOU STRONGER
& NOT WEAKER
IF NOT YOU WILL BE
THE ONE LOSING OUT IN THE END
TRUST YOUSELF AS YOU DECIDE YOUR OWN LIFE !! (:

hello

Today is Youth Day .
another boring day at home ..
im looking forward to school ?
lol !
& im caught with a flu.
omfg . so irritating ..
& i realised i havent been gg training for 2 weeks alr !
cos of school ..so tired ):
but im gonna go this friday (:
cos training keeps me fit
haha !!
i wanna have a muscular body with six packs
LOL ! i would look damn alien-ish .
& my eng oral was just over .
PHEW!
but i guess i didnt do as well as i expected .
i had a mental block in the middle .
& i was doing the picture part.
wtf man ,sad lorrr .. )):
totally forgot what i wanted to say .
but anyway luckily i tried to pulled myself up
in the conversation part .
well ,whats done cannot be undone.
now,i just have to concentrate on the rest .
cos im sure i wanna take O levels next year !
or it will be so wasted . (2years) =.=

(:

I have too many things in mind .
so it's hard to post it out .
there is a right time to say things that need to be said .
and now's not .
sometimes ppl wonder ,
what do they live for ?
& whats the purpose of their life ?
I was confused during a period of time .
i don't know what i want
and i have no goals.
sometimes i may be sth like a philosopher ?
as the things i think about is in depth .
i have random mood swings and
that caused my emotions to be unbalanced ,
especially towards personal r/s
like friends , BGR or even family .
and my mood swings caused me to be over-sensitive .
& cos of this ,it may lead to
quarrels or conflicts or disagreements .
I don't understand what kind of a person am i .
sometimes things that happen
are not what i wanted .
I dont expect everyone to accept what kind of a person am i.
i jus need people to understand .
and somtimes my mood swings may lead me
to get irritated by the slightest things .
i cant control it ..




I somehow feel that you're different from before.
or am i thinking too much ?

(:

I realised ..
I have been staying at home or gg to school these few weeks ?!
omfg .
i miss gg out with lydia & shop
My clothes are rotting in the wardrobe
and i havent bought any new clothes for 2 mths alr ?!
ARGHHHH ...
But too bad ,priority is studies now ))):
& shopping have to wait till i have my holidays .

:D

Today was a long long day..
stayed back in school till 6plus O.O
but im glad i learnt alot of things today.
First,went to science SSS & my teacher
taught me another 3 chapters .
plus the one ytd is alr 6 chapters !
& this is the first time i totally understand
CHEMISTRY ! LOL
then after that,went to look for mrs hee
& practise oral with her
cos tmr is my 'N' level oral . OMFGGGG
lastly,went for math night class
& did revision on chapter 1 (:
Today MRS POH brought me to look for MDM AINI.
cos of D&T =.=
but in the end mdm aini was full of praises
haha !
she told me don label myself as an N.a student
cos im an O level student
& she have higher expectation from me
and told me the work she saw today
can get at least a grade 3
but she thinks that i can do much better.
well ,what she said certainly made me felt better .
cos i alr wasted 4 yrs in Express =.=
but personally i feel that we shouldn't
discriminate the N.a people.
cos they are nicer ppl than the Express (:
& nobody is dumb .
Oh yes !
ytd i went to meet lydia
& she passed me the VictoriaSecret undies
i asked her to help me buy online & ship here from US.
its below >>


BACK
FRONT

It was in a nice plastic !

(:

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Hi !
next Monday is a holiday !!
WOOHOO :D
Today is another boring day in school
assembled at 7.25 as usual .
and sang the fucking National Athemn 3 times !
cos we didn't sing loud enough =.=
treating us like kids . wtf .
then proceed on with ''Singing session''
So freaking lame .
We were supposed to sing the song ''If we hold on together ''
& that's a song i heard from pri. school till now.
omg so outdated already .
Okay lets talk about my school.
It is the most budget,cheapskate,dilapidated school which have a budget,botak principal inside IN THE WHOLE OF SG,& LOOKS AS IF ITS GONNA COLLAPSE ANYTIME !
& CAN YOU BELIEVE IT ALR HAS 16 YRS OF HISTORY ?
& ALMOST CLOSED DOWN AT A PERIOD OF TIME
COS OF INSUFFICIENT STUDENTS.
-sometimes when teacher wanna print notes for us,
we need to pay for it ourselves =.=
as their funds were dried up !
-and in all toilets,NONE of the cubicles have toilet paper ,
except one roll beside the hand dryer which is also spoiled =.=
some of the cubicles filled with shit or whatever O.O
and basin stuffed with toilet paper ?
SO DIRTY & DISGUSTED BY THE TOILETS.
-The window panes are those in my pri sch ,those closed with a ''piank'' sound .
Not those in our homes nowadays .
Some are metal ,some are glass,but it is still budget .
-The school building is freaking small,
with BATS lying around outside classrooms,
as if it was a damn old haunted school.
-Every morning,we have to assemble in the CARPARK,
which is freaking small and filled with HOUSEFLIES
Can you believe this ?
-The D&T room is said to be haunted,
but what i think is it is DIRTY,DUSTY,RUSTY .
the tools were used for so long alr .
ROTTING ALREADY LOR !
full of dust in the room with a foul smell .
OMFG .

I hope people won't be so dumb to choose my school.
AS IT IS THE WORST OF THE WORST
p.s I didn't choose the school in my 6 choices,the school chose me !
And i have been here for 5 years cos i retain blah blah blah
Its not that i love the school yeah ((X

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Today is sucha boringgg day at home .
slacked at home the whole day
without doing any homework =X
but im gonna do it later ,i swear
Or i'll get killed tomorrow .
2 mths more counting to N levels .
im trying to relax (:
or i'll get a mental block when im in the exam hall .
okay ,now is really the time to be serious .
have to be mugging for exams alr.
night class start next week.
i thank those teachers who sacrificed their time
to give us night lessons
especially Ms Khoo (:
She made me touch Math .
In my whole life,all the math teachers sucked except her .
but im not gonna thank the D&T bitch .
cos she talked bullshit to my form teacher .
fuck her upside down
haha. .
okay ,gonna stop here .
going to study already :D
Good Luck to all my classmates for N levels .
''CHOK DEE' = good luck in thai

Hello everyone !
this post is for yesterday & today .
ytd , fri ,our 2nd mth (:
we exchange gifts
& he gave me an Anna Sui perfume !arghh :D
I LOVE IT ! :D
i gave him an Everlast polo Tee (:
there are some photos below (:
then we went to Cineleisure
& watched 2 movies at the same time
''NEVER BACK DOWN'' i watched the 2nd time ytd
LOL
& ''10 PROMISES TO MY DOG, freaking nice !
then today went Wild Wild Wet
haha damn long nvr go alr
go there & relax
& play those thrilling things
woohoo :DDD
then went back to Khatib to meet Lydia .
& puffed =x but lesser as usual (:
okay thats all folks
haha

(:

On sunday,went to watch NEVER BACK DOWN with Lydia .
we watched in at Cineleisure Preview lounge
cos its the first day of screening i think ,
SOOO freaking nice !!
A worthwhile movie to watch ! :DDDD
the guy is damn cute :D ''Jake''
but i prefer the bad guy looks more muscular
hahah ! im so looking forward to friday :DD
2nd mth (:
& i don care even if the
FUCKING BITCH POH ask me to stay for detention.
fucked up ugly bitch

MY LOVE xD,Sexy body uh Woohoo !

THE HOT DUDE CUM BAD GUY ! ''NEVER BACK DOWN''

(:

TEACHERS SUCKS .

TODAY'S POST IS STRICTLY
FOR THOSE WHO UNDERSTANDS
NOT FOR FUCKING ASSHOLES OUT THERE :

I was just back from school
then my dad's phone rang
IT WAS THE
FUCKING BITCH,MRS POH
pls get this right ,
so what if you are a teacher .
I dont respect ppl who dont respect me !
okay i know all the teachers
& even my parents are gonna side her .
but i still have to voice out my unhappiness.
this is what she does :
1. Call students' parents in the middle of the night,
not caring whether they are sleeping anot.
-UNCONSIDERATE
2. Criticise students
Mrs POH:''your handwriting is so ugly
go & type it out better.''
''your drawing is so ugly,you dono how to draw .''
THATS WHAT SHE SAID ABOUT ME .
today my friend was looking for the D&T file,
MRS POH said it was in the room.
so MRS POH gave her the key .
But my friend didnt know which one is the one
which unlocks the door as there were 3 KEYS .
GUESS WHAT MRS POH THE BITCH SAID ?
''If you are so CLEVER ,go figure out yourself ''
WHAT THE FUCK ?!
WHAT KIND OF TEACHER IS THIS ?
& when the so called ''rebellious pupils'' argue back,
she became MUTE like there was a
FUCKING BIG DICK
IN HER SMELLY MOUTH .
3. For D&T ,we need to do an artefact .
she asked me to use vacuum former
for my artefact at first .
then when i spent so much fucking time on it .
she told me it couldnt be used & ask me to use arcylic to do it .
That bitch asked my fren to do according to her measurements
and when my friend spent time completing it she just
SIMPLY ASK HER TO RE-DO.
Okay,back to the part she called my dad .
she wanna sent me FOR
1 WEEK DETENTION for no turning up for remedial.
okay fine its my fault. BUT she forced me to it .
IF SHE HADNT BEEN SO NASTY & FUCKED UP.
I WOULD GLADLY OBLIGE
WHATEVER SHE ASKS ME TO DO
then my dad BARKED LIKE A MAD DOG AS USUAL.
If he is reading this :
Let me tell you i don
fucking CARE about what you said.
but can you stop your shouting
& accusing everytime.
I know some things are my fault.
but other things.you didnt even checked
& you SIMPLY accused me.
& you always blame my friends for my wrong doings.
FUCKING SHIT .
i can tolerate you now
but NOT FOREVER .
DON PUSH ME TO MY LIMITS.
& i know some things are for my own good.
but have you ever thought
''ARE YOU USING THE
RIGHT WAY TO DEAL WITH ME ?''
instead of scoldings,throwing things,
hurling VERBAL ABUSE or even beatings.
Have YOU ALL ever thought why i became
MORE & MORE REBELLIOUS
AT THAT PERIOD OF TIME ?
ITS WHAT YOU ALL DO & SAY
THAT MAKES ME WHO I AM THAT TIME .
I don wanna type on anymore.
Its pointless anyway .
BUT i have my FREEDOM OF SPEECH .
My mood is completely spoiled today .
I wanna run far far away,
like how i used to .
& im gonna be alone this time .

hello

Just reached home not long .
went to Punch jus now
& i finally got the Fight Chicks shirt
it was damn nice lor .
with my own name & ''hilltop'' on the sides of the shirt.
then the front was customized with a very big 'PUNCH' word (:
went training with lydia & him :D
lol but was slacking away too lazy =X
but went back early
& ate Tom Yam downstairs Punch
damn nice !but too sour alr =/
then went back Khatib
& bought waffle again
LOL !i think im crazy over waffle nowadays
i don like those which are crispy or brownish.
i like those which are green yet soft .
got the waffle smell & taste lor ..
haha okay . thats all for me to blog
after that went home & rot haha ! :D


p.s OMFG SCHOOL I REOPENING SOON
SIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN .. ))):

(:

Hello ! :D
I was checking through my mails & saw alot of junk mails .
As i was deleting them,i saw the mail lydia sent me
Its about ''Why teachers are so stressed ? ''
I uploaded some of the images inside the mail .
LOOK BELOW & YOU WILL KNOW .

hi

Hello (:
this is the last week of holidays alr .
omfg so fast ))):
when school reopens ,there is no time to waste anymore .
2 mths to the major exam ..
im not gonna waste another year in NVSS .
i may put training aside but will continue after my exams
3 mths of holiday ,
what can i spend it on ?
plan wisely and you will never waste time.
consistent work is better than last min
AND LASTLY, IM ROTTINGGGGGG

hi

Hi everyone !
today i had tuition again
ytd did abit of the work but the teacher say i still need alot of practice for math.
WTFFFFF .
im already feeling sick & tired of doing work ..
and he is still being a wet blanket to say this .
okay fine .
i admit im LAZY but i just love to procrastinate
thats the way i am
& burn midnight oil during the last min.
I know this is wrong .
but its just so hard .
cos my mind is controlling me instead of me controlling my mind
okay nvm im talking crap .
tmr is training day again .
i think i wont be gg for a period of time until i settle my studies .
cos its not my priority now ..
but i still love muaythai (:
although everything seems to be different

):

hello ):
these few days i didnt sleep well .
cos ytd i was customizing me & his shoe
then today to the new punch to paint (:
Anyway , there's something ..
i guess every couple quarrel ?
its not that im angry or whatever shit .
& its not really quarrelling ?
but i jus don like people to repeat the same mistake
& i already told him ..
but i guess i still cant really control my temper .
well girls will still be girls .
they would want the guy to do something that made the girl touched with their sincerity right ?
well maybe not every guy know how to do that .
but im actually showing anger cos i want the guy to do this ?
so lame ..
maybe this is ME .
oh my GOD ):

Spent 3 HRS DOING THIS ! COPYRIGHTED .

:D

Hello people !
Today i was supposed to wake up at ard 10 to go my aunt's house for a buffet .
& when i woke up i received 60plus missed calls from him,
6 from lydia & the others from my mum .
there were also alot of texts .
sooo in the end i woke up almost 1 ? OOPS =X
haha at night need to go to Mandarin Hotel for my cousin's wedding
so lame .
im not even close to them
but anyway after that,im gg to sembawang for QB birthday ??
lols .
IM SOOOO BORED AT HOME ! ARGH ROTTING ALREADY !

hey

WE ROCK ! HAHAHA

i showed my bro his SEXY PIC SIA LOL !

Hello !
im sooo bored at home .
my holidays were like school days ?
cos i still go back to school for lessons .
Good news to share
A second PunchAcademy has opened opp the old Punch :D
Congrats !
well well ,
me & lydia are planning to help paint the new Punch
so that when we step in we would feel a sense of belonging there (:
I seldom go training now cos of schoolwork
and the upcoming 'N's
but its okay ,i can still train hard .
cos shifu have told me that i could do it .
so i didnt wanna disappoint him
& beat those suckers whom i hate
lol just joking.
i would be the real coward if i did that ,
anyway me & lydia were thinking of designing shoes to sell at Punch
shoes all about MuayThai .
cos its like always the T-shirts,the shorts but seldom the shoes ..
so we have alr drawn some designs .
& gonna work on it when i go to her house (:
okay now i have to think of what is my schedule tmr before training .
so boring at home lor ..
& i gotta be mugging for 'N's already
there's only 3 mths left.
oh fuck. god damn it
=X OOPS