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Sometimes people may wonder, why is the world so unfair to them ?
but actually there are ppl worse off than them .
Sometimes when ppl walk through your own path halfway battered with bruises ,they just wanna give up .
Sometimes ppl feel that the everyone let them down ,and blame the world .
I was wondering,it is thier own minds that is playing tricks on them to make them think pessimistically .
you have the power to control your minds and emotions,why not do that ?
Its difficult,but willpower can overcome anything i believe .
my life is kinda boring now, but at least its peaceful .
in a way its good so that i can fully concentrate on my studies .
that is the one & only thing on my mind now .
because i don live for ppl,i live for myself .
haha,okay i wish my classmates good luck for the upcoming prelims ! :D

Chok dee ! means good luck in Thai (:



Do what you love & fuck the rest

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quotes i got from photobucket :)

my personal favourite :
Do what you love & fuck the rest .
-lil miss sunshine

`its hard to tell who has your back ,from who has it long enough just to stab you in it
-nicole richie


some famous ones :
All the art of living lies in a fine mingling of letting go and holding on.
-henry ellis


Don't go around saying the world owes you a living. The world owes you nothing. It was here first.
-Mark twain



Life is a dream for the wise, a game for the fool, a comedy for the rich, a tragedy for the poor.
Sholom Aleichem


Life is a series of collisions with the future; it is not the sum of what we have been, but what we yearn to be.
Jose Ortega y Gasset




Literature is mostly about having sex and not much about having children. Life is the other way round.
-David Lodge

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I took a different route in my life .
Its gonna change , there may be obstacles or turns .
but i guess i can overcome these .
wish me luck in changing & improving myself !

Life is short, break the rules !

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Wonder why the wedding ring is worn on the 4th finger ?
here's why !
Thumb represents your Parents
Second (Index) finger represents your Siblings
Middle finger represents your-Self
Fourth (Ring) finger represents your Life Partner
Last (Little) finger represents your children
Firstly, open your palms (face to face), bend the middle fingers and hold them together -
back to back
Secondly, open and hold the remaining three fingers and the thumb - tip to tip
Now, try to separate your thumbs (representing the parents)...,
they will open, because your parents are not destined to live with you lifelong,
and have to leave you sooner or later
Please join your thumbs as before and separate your Index fingers (representing siblings)...., they will also open, because your brothers and sisters will have their own families and will have to lead their own separate lives.
Now join the Index fingers and separate your Little fingers (representing your children)....,
they will open too, because the children also will get married and settle down on their own some day.
Finally, join your Little fingers, and try to separate your Ring fingers (representing your spouse).
You will be surprised to see that you just CANNOT....., because Husband & Wife have to remain together all their lives - through thick and thin!!

THIS POST IS ONLY AGAINST SPECIFIC PEOPLE.
AND ITS THE BLOGGER RIGHTS TO POST WHAT THEY WANT . IF YOU FEEL OFFENDED OR DISGUSTED FEEL FREE TO CLOSE THE WINDOW , THANK YOU (:

FUCK THOSE SICK CHINA BIRDS LA !
DISGRACE TO THE CHINESE POPULATION.
No wonder westerners look down on chinese
guess what ?!
A town in Canton is now on trend taking baby herbal soup
to increase health and sexual performance/stamina.
WTF ?! why must it have to be babies ?
and they are eating their own kind !
even if you are poor you sell your body la why must it be the innocent babies.
ask the wife to be a prostitute instead since you were the ones who gave the babies life !
If you all didnt FUCK SO MUCH,there wont be this outcome of having to sell your babies ,your own flesh & blood !
TRY COOKING YOUR DICK AND EAT LA GUYS WHO TAKE THIS ''HERBAL SOUP'' !
wanna increase sexual performace go eat Viagra la !
fucking hell , fuck fuck fuck.
hope these inhumane people FUCK TILL THEY DIE OF EXHAUSTION OR INFECTION OR AIDS !!!!
or go drill a hole in the wall fuck yourselves till you die man.
don drag pathetic stupid DUMB women into the picture make them sell their own babies to make SOUP !

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i once received this email .
its DAMN GOREY !
LOOK IF YOU DARE !!

Human parts processing factory (like sardines)
A factory in Russia harvesting kidneys, eye corneas and other human body parts for sale. Bodies are collected from drunk drivers who died in car accidents, people staying alone who had frozen to death in the cold winter, criminals on death row or unexplained death and unclaimed bodies. Some body parts and bones are sold to Universities in various parts of the world. Leg bones are exported to pharmacies in Ireland and Germany to make tooth-fillings which is popular in Europe .

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A lame post :
this whole week : stuck in school .
was hectic,was tiring,was stressful .
yeah so ended up home late .
1 more week & lydia's gonna come back.
3 more weeks and there is exams .
4 more months and there is the most impt exam .
ugh , cant time just stop & let me sleep for as long as i like ?
since i prefer to stay home and watch the drama nowadays .
or either that puff a lil when im bored.
simply no life at all !
yeah im gonna get alife,seriously .
or i may rot before i knew it .
or become obese due to laziness O.O
and my throat and nose isnt getting better .
could i have contracted SWINE FLU ?
HAHA ! if i did ,i would be stuck in the confined room for 2 whole weeks and rot to death . LOL.
i realise alot of ppl adore Kim hyun joong
of course,he's handsome & popular .
yeah okay thats out of topic alr .
i shld stop being lame .
i shld be studying now ?
O.O



only 4 more months.
must be determined !!!!
if i give up now,its finished .

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today was kinda a sleeping day at home .
well,went to polyclinic in the morning .
then i was having cough & runny nose.
so the person ask me to wear a mask =.=
so weird to wear a mask ard can.
but the speed was faster than usual,all the ''masked'' ppl consult a doc in one room .
so we were ''confined'' in one place .
yeah,so i took my sleeping pillsand the cough syrup.
the cough syrup was damn powerful,drank 2 sips
and fell into deep sleep for 4 hrs !
and i even dreamt of happy things
but i cant rmb ))):
okay ,anw tmr must go back sch alr
then the pressure & stress is gonna come again
bear with it for 4 more months !!!! :DDD
cos im trying to aim for 15 points & below
wish me luck ! :D

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LOL


DYING PPL ? haha



O.O

the gays ?

DREAMBOAT kim hyun joong :D

finally one burden is off the shoulder .
chinese O level is over !
but still damn worried for the results.
well,i believe god will bless us (:
let nature take its course .
2 weeks gonna go back sch ):
2 weeks of holiday left .
gotta chiong for revision alr
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sian man ! i cannot upload the video of my son & yeow kiat debating. it was damn funny !
talking about how their mothers **** =.=
anw 1 more day to chinese exam,
god bless me :D
okay im gonna upload the photos i took while they were debating LOL.
its not as funny as the video though

crazy over ''BOYS OVER FLOWERS'' :DDDD

its a fairytale that will never happen in real life.

but its okay to fantasize once in awhile .

to see whether there are really such good guys LEFT out there in this Earth

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HOT TOPIC FOR THE DAY !
guess wad ? ZF sent me a photo he took of a couple who looked VERY OBSCENE .

LOOK & YOU'IL KNOW !!

firstly, when i saw this ,its a total disgrace to the youngsters .

what they do from this angle it looked like they are having oral sex on the train . Singapore is an asian country ,what would the old ppl & kids think when they see this ?

they should to sensible enough to think that if they wanna do sth like this,just go to somewhere obscure .

although it may not be what it seems, but our ''youngsters nowadays'' reputation have been destroyed by ppl like them.

& older generation would think we are too liberal !

so i wrote there for the guy saying:''Im horny ''

if you guys cant see clearly .

if some stomper took this it would be on stomp long ago.

but anyway , please leave SOME DIGNITY FOR YOURSELVES & US !

ANYWAY PPL WATCH THIS !

@ NVSS OASIS .

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today went to a birthday party .
then went home early cos its damn freaking hot !
i was sweating like hell , and i saw JW and some ex sch mates .
LOL . okay la nothing much to blog about.
except , tmr is sch day AGAIN ):
CHINESE INTENSIVE IS KILLING US !!!!!! __ HAHA

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i randomly turned on Channel U when i was damn bored
and discovered a really awesome show !!!
okay its a korean show too bad i miss the first few episodes .
The show : BOYS OVER FLOWERS
two eligible guys fighting for a cute girl
i think both of them make the cut
and they are every girl's dream guy .
compare & choose ! :D

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Im so worn out !
tasting Chinese since Wed and gonna continue with it till friday .
today was the worst ! Paper 1 & 2 completed in one day .
7 periods of chinese OMFGGGG .
but its okay i have just have to grit my teeth and bear with it for 5 more days only !
then here comes the O level chinese.
I MUST GET A2 !!!! If i dont i think im gonna bang my head alr haha .
okay im gonna stop this talk about studies .


today Ms thomas showed us about a rather interesting video of SHANGRI LA .
It's not the shangri la hotel in SG don misunderstand .
Its a place where you find happiness ,peace and long life.
its kinda a myth but i believe there is still such a place in this world
maybe its at the ends of the Earth .
But if you don think of it as literally a place ,
its a place in our imagination where we find our true self ,where we find true happiness and peace that lies beneath the fucked up world we live in .
Have you guys ever felt really tired of living in a realistic world full of
wars,betrayal,lies,selfishness & hatred ?
well,i guess everyone does at times when its a point of downturn .
so why do God created us ? I guess everything has a reason and purpose behind it right ?
Some ppl come into your life for a reason ,to teach you life skills that only can be attained from experience ,when they leave it means that their mission is accomplished .
so guys,don think of a person leaving you as a bad thing ,it may be a blessing in disguise for you to find someone better or to learn from your experience .
Hatred is a very strong,whether its right to use it or not all depends on your mindset .
being indifferent is better than hating someone ,this is real true .
so learn to let go and think in a calm state of mind to reminisce about your past wrongdoings .
from here,you may find you very own Shangri la in your heart where you search for you soul,your true self. For example , a person who is using all the underhand means to get what they want may really sit down and think,and suddenly remembered that they were so sweet,innocent ppl in the past
humans are born to be pure ,but why have the humans grown up to become ppl like these ?
its may be the fact that having endured so much before,they thought being ''bad'' would make them feel better .
But its your mind which is playing tricks on you , that lead a person to become changed .
i wanna find my Shangri La too, to find true happiness and peace there .
this way,we'll be happier people right ?
and we can fufil the purpose God gave us when we're here .

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LOL ! today after a long day of MTL intensive finally got sth to laugh about =x
i took photos of yeow kiat.
its multiple shots SO YOU WILL SEE HIS HEAD MOVING UP LOL !
im so bad. SHHH !

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i almost cant wake up today to meet B & N in sch
haha guess im suffering from insomnia alr .
afternoon met up with my 2 cousins.
shopped ard town & bugis .
Im so happy ! in the end,
i bought a Topshop polo tee ,a high-waist jeans shorts & 2 cute tee shirts ! :D
then i got a headache as usual ):
okay im starting to get really nervous .
chinese O's is coming in 2 weeks time & i don wanna retake it again lor.
mugging mugging mugging . . . . .
wish me & my frens luck ! :D
GOD BLESS US ALL ! HAHA (x

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hello people !
today is a friday .
Stayed back in sch but kana caught by O.A.J to do chinese .
in the end i still ran away xD
then played basketball in the rain haha .
at night,me & ZF wanted to watch Friday the 13 but its not showing anymore !
so we watched ''The Uninvited '' instead .
quite a lame show,but at least its not boring .
before the movie started we went to the ERP gantry again !
but this time its wet cos of the rain .
and i was like in a squatting position like im shitting HAHA !
& saw the gym gang LOL . sucha coincidence
then took a bounce train back and talked about alot of funny ''past'' stuff
yeah so tmr im gg to school provided i can wake up.then meeting my cousins !
okay la here are some random photos we took ! ENJOY ! :D Ciaos !


FUCK THE BLOG WHERE IS MY BACKGROUND ):

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okay im gonna post a short post cos Nurul says my blog is very dull alr .haha !
well,lets talk about Sat .
I went out with ZF and we watched Horsemen :D
it was kinda gorey with all the killing scenes.
and the girl beside me jumped when there is a sudden loud sound effect LOL
then after which,we walked around some shopping centres and find it boring.
so i took him to where Nafiz took us that time, the ERP GANTRY !
it's a damn cool place ,watching the cars drive from above.
then talk & talked about school days blah blah blah .
after which ,we took a bounce train home.
It was kinda fun though although he may seem quiet but actually he crack funny jokes.
he told me a story bout my ex sch mate when he was sec 1 or 2 .
he got bullied by the classmates and the guy took A 20CENT COIN to cut himself!
LOL,he stared at his classmates while doing that. it was the funniest ''suicide'' story i heard .
okay la,gonna end it here now .

COUNTDOWN : 5 more months to O levels .
2 more weeks to O level Chinese :S
see ya'll !





everything is starting to fall in place (:
Nostalgia & reminisce

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COUNTDOWN : 6 MORE MTHS AFTER O'S
sorry guys,i cant upload the fight videos cos its simply too lagg .








love my imperfections , love me,accept me for who i am or i will diss you .

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TOP OF THE ERP .

TIME FLIES .

SEE YA'LL AFTER O'S !