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I received a letter from the Army asking me to sign on .
its quite cool actually but im sure to die there ..
im a girl how come send me this letter ?
keep gg out these few days to kill my time .
went to Escape with serene that day
& it rained for awhile ):
went to play the viking ship for 2 times.
& sat at the last few .
My heart almost really dropped out .
but i don kno why it didnt .
maybe i still have things for me to solve it .
or its just not my time to die yet .
after that Cyn & Lydia came to meet us .
then lydia's frens,shan ji walked pass ..
so he came to chat with us too .
next day, meet them up to slack again .
Shanji was there to entertain us .
he's a chatterbox number 1 ,
This thursday gonna go Kbox cos its SIS BIRTHDAY !! :D
will sing out hearts out .
today didnt went to work .
im too tired . .
later gonna meet up with Cyn & Lydia again i guess ..

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Feeling so miserable .

JUNJIE : I really hope you understand whats the prob .
These few days have been really hard to pass .
We have been together for so long alr .
but i don understand why cant you understand what i want .
I want the past us , when we were so happy & understanding towards each other ,when we were so committed & faithful ,& we always put in effort to solve the prob when sth goes wrong .
But now why ? why is it this way ..why cant you listen to me ,
i know you have your personal life but this kind of thing keep on ringing bells in my mind ..
you know how i feel , cos in the past if my guy friends asked me out . you dislike it & i compromise with you ..
Im a girl ,& im more sensitive to thse kind of issues .
and all the things that happened these few days didnt stop . But cant you sacrifice for me & make it stop ?
I don know why i am torturing myself ,
it seems like the only way to sleep is to drink .
Im really tired of my life ..
In the past , ppl talked behind my back,scold me , run away from home, get into police station for dono how many times ,
mix with bad friends & got into trouble ,went to family counselling,psychiatrist,school counselling .
there was a time i even had to wait at the security guard house & wait for my dad to pick me up . It was like jail.
i couldnt go anywhere except home & school .
Principal asked my mum send me to hostel or girls home ..
My life was really like hell that time.
i regretted walking that path .
and after we got together ,
you're the first guy the i can feel the sincerity there .
you're the first guy that made me touched .
you're the first that made me trust you .
you're the first that made me feel secure and heartwarming .
you're the first to make me happy with all your surprises .
you're the first that can make me change for the better .
& you're the first & last i wanna have.

But why has it become this way now ?
we said we must work together ..
so can you prove it to me now ?
dono why tears seem to flow when i typed this post .

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27/11/08
Happy 7th month dear !
I love you , & always will (:

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HELLO .
I got the Edusave bursary HAHA cant believe it sucha lousy student got $250 .
I am BORED .
VERY VERY BORED ..
REAL BORED .
EXTREMELY BORED .
I MISS MY FRIENDS ,
MY HAPPY TIMES ,
MY EVERYTHING .
okay i know this is lame .
goodbye my puny lil sad life

SORRY FOR POSTING SUCHA LAME POST !

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hello (:
went to SPCA on sat
the dogs there are so pitiful ):
cant adopt one cos i need to be 21 to do that ..
i love the husky i saw , thunder (:
ytd got my pay .
i hit the target and sold $1500 of shoes
so my commission is quite alot .
and the boss praised me :D
then my mum gave me a Coach wallet .
so many things to be happy about (:
now saving money for shopping during my holiday trip ..
and next year driving licence :DD
I looked at all my sec1,2,3 friends' blogs .
ans suddenly felt so dumb & stupid .
why did i walked the wrong path ?
and the excitement in the past is all an illusion ..
so what if i regretted it ?
time wont turn back for an ordinary person like me ..
but how i wish it does
& i will be in a tertiary institution now
& keep in contact with all those friends instead of the ''bad'' ones ..
but to think of it ,i gained an experience that they never had ..
i once had the bad,so now i will have the best even in future ..





saw some bitch that made me disgusted .

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3 more weeks to the N level results !!!
pray hard that i did well .
GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE !! :D

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Guess what ?
i bought myself shoes again from the shoe shop im working at.
haven't get pay alr spent some of it . haha .
but the designs are unique though cos this brand is from Europe .
gonna be busy this whole week .
working alot of days & feeeling tired alr .
ytd sis called me ,i haven't met her in awhile .
was thinking of meeting her next week after i get my pay to go shop.
but next week im working 6 days !
cos of those irresponsible workers who nvr come the last min
& i have to help to cover .
and also saw alot of ppl whom i know =.=
but i guess i shall request one more day off .
cos next thurs is me & banana's 7th mth
WOW huh ?i didnt expect him to break my record of having the longest r/s for 7 mth.
haha . so thurs no work .
If sat also no work can meet sis (:
i need to buy a bag and maybe save up to buy a dog ?
cos i have all i need ..
okay i gotta stop here .
later gg work again (:
BYEBYE :D

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today's post is lame .
hello .
no work today .
so i went for facial .
freaking painful to feel the needles poking your face .
the beautician was my mum's fren
she was nice , after treatment all that .
she gave me samples of mask all that ..
im looking forward to pay day !!!
there are alot of things i wanna buy.
so have to decide quickly as well as save abit .
haha, okay im addicted to bubble tea & the pearls ! lol
i wanna cut my hair real soon,
wanna change my hairstyle cos im sick of this .
browsing through the internet for some hairstyles
but cant find any =.=
okay im gg to buy bubble tea bye !!! haha

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No work today ! :D
but im soooo bored at home .
just now they called and said tmr i will be working half day only .
how can they change it so suddenly ):
i wanna earn more $$$$ .
made a friend there cos she is the same age as me .
luckily she found this job or i will be stuck with ppl much older than me .
& those fucking foreign workers keep on doing construction.
using a fucked up hammer to knock .
SO NOISY ! arghhhhhh . nvr spare a thought for ppl sleeping .
nth to blog about alr =.=

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Hello !
this is the first time i like my job .
the boss is nice,the location is good & the ppl there are great (:
this sat im gg with lydia to an old folk's home to do volunteery work.
to kill time as well as to find the joy of helping others .
cos i want ppl to help me too when im old. LOL.
and also to add credit to my life haha
maybe in my next life i will have a better life .
i also sent the volunteer application form for SPCA.
really love dogs but don get to have them ):

& as for training ,im starting to like training .
but dono whether i will still continue after the lessons finish .
Muay thai really made an impact in my life ,
it was the one which made to change for the better .
and it was the first art & hobby that made me stay in it for 1year plus .
amazing huh ? cos usually im only interested in a thing for awhile .

As for friends,well i really felt that i neglected sis since i started studying .
she was really a great friend for 5 years ,
always being there for me ,
but didnt contact each other as much now.
although we have our things to be busy with,
but i hope our friendship is still the same.
although we may not contact as often now,
but the happy memories can never be erased or replaced (:
As for my other good friends , i wont forget you all !

As for r/s , it has been half a year .
time really flies & it has been a long time since i was with a guy for so long .
banana's a great bf :D
although we really have alot of quarrels since dono when ..
but i guess every prob can be solved as long as we work together .
who know what will happen it the future ?
but i just wanna say i really treasure the present (:
the memories he gave me will stay for as long as i live,
although we got our own things to stress about .
but i hope to share the burden with you and not adding .
faith,trust,commitment & love
these are the impt things & im sure i have all these (:
what about you ?

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YESTERDAY : 27 OCT 2008
me and banana's half a year together ! (:
hope we'll stay this way .

& i finally found a job !!!!
after so long of walking =.=
went to northpoint
by chance,i went to the new building and ask for a job .
they hired me ! its a shoe shop ,newly opened .
the ppl there are friendly .
and its so near to my home (:

today is a happy day :D

Hello !

18 oct

went to pulau ubin with him (:

on the bumboat which is damn noisy and cost only $2.50 each.

reached there after 10mins .the place is filled with mosquitoes .

cycled on the worst bicycle after that it rained ):

and we waited for it to stop in a little shelter .

took the bumboat back to changi then went to changi beach for awhile .

after that headed back home :D

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saw an email serene sent me ,

it says Oreo biscuits are filled with MAGGOTS

wtf !look at the pictures below .

beware & don puke xD

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Hello ! gonna post about yesterday ,13 oct 2008.
was damn fun ,went to east coast for our class bbq plus my birthday.
went cycling on the 2 seater bicycle.
cycled to bedok jetty !LOL .
serene & yvonne's bike is so noisy ! LOL !!!!
and its yvonne's first time cycling .haha .
reached there after like 30mins .
was so tired then headed back to the bbq pit .
Mr chew came ,haha and he waited for me to cut my cake before leaving .
and the BIBI took a charcoal and made my whole body dirty.
luckily not my face if not she die !!!!
then she took a piece of my choc peppermint cake and smash it on my face !
ARGH ! but luckily serene help me took revenge haha !
after that really played & everyone was tired .
so me,sis & banana went to somewhere to sit .
then yvonne & serene came to join us after awhile .
and GUESS WHAT !
me & yvonne saw sth like a SHOOTING STAR !!
its a pity its gone so fast but i still made a wish , haha .
after that i went home & banana acc me .
i opened my presents
banana gave me (Anna Sui ,purple perfume) which i wanted long time ago but couldn't find as it was limited edition !!! :DDDD
Sis gave me a black hoodie with nice designs ! i love it ! (:
yvonne & serene gave me before-hand (a monkey with boxing gloves & a black shirt ) haha the monkey looks cute (: okay my hand is getting tired from the typing . LOL so i shall let you all enjoy the photos below !!! :D

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Tomorrow is my birthday ! finally ..Im seventeen :D
but i guess 18 is still better ..
Class BBQ tmr :D
i wonder what time to go ?
omgosh ..
today went to see my cake (:
choc peppermint, my fav flavour !
hahaha i wanna cycle tmr leh !
but dono wad time gg there ..
haha anyway today wanted to tidy up my room,
but guess wad i fell alsleep instead .
omgosh wasted half of the day alr ..
haha gotta go. update after tmr !
BYE ((:

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A very random post .
Later im finally gonna see colours on my hair !! :D
I wonder what it will turn out to be .
so excited , 1 2 3 more days to my 17 th bird-day ,13 oct :D
haha. play hard guys (:

I NEED A JOD RIGHT AWAY !!!!!!!!
saw some on the newspapers , but don have the courage to call =X

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Hello people ! finally exams are over !
last paper D&T yesterday sucks man .
anyway went to Bugis with Yvonne .
and we took alot of photos lol even in the neoprint shop .
bought alot of things & find them worthwhile :D
below are some photos to share !
i look like fuck LOL
2 more days to 13 oct ,my birthday !!
haha, looking forward to the class bbq .
gonna look for job , anyone got jobs ???
so boreddddddddddddddddddd .
& i was looking through and deleting texts .
thought of the old days & old friends .
kinda miss them but it has been a long tim since we keep in touch .
well, maybe one day i bump into them & they have alr became good !
haha, well , life goes on .
& i meet diff kind of ppl as i grow .
but i hope the ppl i meet in future will not be a disappointment like the past (:
but i guess there are diff types of ppl in this world .
and i still have to be wary , but i guess there will be nice ppl ard (:


She took my photo secretly ! LOL


US !

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YAY ! 1 more paper to go !
haha , tmr is D & T
dono how to start studying.
class chalet cancelled !
because of the school who wants to protect their own reputation .
everyone's unhappy , but there's nth we can do .
but at least there's a bbq going on :D
& its on my birthday , omg dono what mischief they are up to .
lols ,it may be the last time we gonna see some classmates .
so must play hard during the bbq people ! :D
after D&T paper tmr gonna go out with Yvonne & Serene .
haha, think will walk till our legs are numb
and it has been a longggg time since i went shopping .
im also gonna look for a job while walking .
hmmm,i wonder how will i spend this 3 mths .
hmm well , now what i wish for is to go up to sec 5 !
i don really care about the points haha as long as i can go up .
& hope my friends will go up together with me !!
ALL THE BEST !! (:

SHORT POST

A short post for today .
sorry bout saying the previous one was my last :D
okay this is really gonna be the last post before my exams end .
cos im really getting bored !
Physics & Chemistry paper today .
now rotting till 1plus & head back to school for Math paper 1 .
9 october last paper -> D&T ):
9 more days to end of exams !!!
3 more days & he'll be back !
then i can give the choc chip cookies i baked :D
Okay BYE for now :P

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HELLO !
okay im supposed to blog after exams
but i will put this as my last post instead,
cos i miss him alot !
Lantern festival he came & find me
and light up the candles !!
there are some photos below .
i made a heart shape & he light up all the fire crackers on a tree.
looks romantic seriously
haha !
then ytd he came & find me one last time before gg to China ):
SOBS .
and he gave me a bouquet of roses !
so surprised yet touched .
actually he wanted to buy my favourite roses that are blue
but couldn't find them ,
so he bought red instead,
and told me 6 roses represnts ''im yours''
he gave me this cos he cant be with me on our coming 5th mth
cos he's at china ):
argh ! but its okay .
and i trust that although he's not with me but his heart is :D
LOL ! okay below are the photos ,
and good luck to my frens for the coming N's .
haha anyway who cares about ***what happen uh ? LOL
thats all folks !! :D
blogging after exams !
BBYEEEEEEEEE .

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HELLO !
today have abit of misunderstandings b/w me & serene
but it was all settled.
after all , we are frens .
and i wont be blogging for now cos of exams .
but will be back after that.
oh yes, say all you want hor !!! (:
cos there wont be any reply
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH !
cos i rather waste my precious time on exams :DDD
WOOHOO
:DDDDDDDDDDDD
LOLL .
BYE ALL (: