moody

hmmm ytd went to the ktv in orchard . lydia was more drunk than me LOLs fuckin bad mood ytd ):dan i felt like flying ? people's mood change . But mine is always the same although i make seem happy . Everybody ask me not to think bout the past anymore but im not ! i was jus regretting the mistakes i made or the path i chose . its hard to understand wad a person thinks & feels They did not too . I really wanted to drink till i die ? but they wont let , i noe its for my own good . and only lydia understands this part when only i drink i will feel happier But noone understands wad is deep inside me . well , jus feeling very very very tired but i still need to carry on no matter wad to find my goals in life . but sometimes , its jus so hard . very hard till i wish i would fly down the building and everything is gonna end .

Stay home quarrelled with my fuckin bro !Just look at him YUCKS !

Boring day , actually wanted to go VD for their first event !

But i was feeling jus too lazy =x

well well ,

tmr im going out ! :D

play lan again * woohoo ! ((x

lalalas

Im missing LYDIA && HIM already ! ):

home day ! (:

Hmmms ,today will be staying at home be good girl (:
LOLs
dreamt about alot of things last night o.O
when i woke up my nose was blocked !
&& it bleed ! -_-
well well
duno wad happened to me LOLs.
IMISSLYDIA ((x
LOLs
friday we'r gonna play lan again at bedok all planned ! (:
so today im jus gonna study study study !
i dun wanna retain again or whatever ,
its such a fuckin torture

heyo

okay my words are gone from the previous post so i post here (:
the cookies i made for him. nice hors ? && the packaging :D
I went to lydia house to bake cookies on fri (:
dan went to bugis 269 drink again same routine ((x
we have not been seperated for 4 days till today
LOLs
next day ,we went to my family's chalet && saw mel they all there o.O
and we went to bedok to play lan :D
LOLs
so fun man but keep on kana killed while playing cs
hahah
but it was fun !
lydia jiiemuiiIMISSYOU ((:
cya this fri go enjoy again :D

meaningful msg

This is a meaningful msg sent to me by myron chua r.x
LOLs thks ! (:

Many people walk in && out of your life
But only true frens will leave footprints in your heart
To handle yourself, use your head ;
to handle others, use your heart.
Friends ,
Anger is only one letter short of danger
If someone betrays you once ,its his fault
If he betrays you twice, its your fault
Great names discuss ideas
Average minds discuss events;
Small minds discuss people
He,who loeses money,loses much;
He,who loses a friend,loses much more
He,who loses faith,loses all
Beautiful young people are accidents of nature,
But beautiful old people are works of art
Learn from the mistakes of others
You cant live long enough to make them all yourself


Friends ,you and me. . .
you brought another friend. . .
and then here we 3 . . .
We started our group . . .
Our circle of friends . . .
There is no beginning or end
Yesterday is history
Tommorow is a mystery
Today is a gift,thats why it is called the present

blogging :D

It has been a long long time since i blogged .
LOLs.
this is my old blog but i will jus use this link .
well well
alot of things happened && change my life
but it's the past now , so no point reminiscing bout it now
now im jus concentrating on my studies
after all this while i realise it was the most impt thing.
frens ?
they come && go
until the most critical moment of your life ,
you would then realise who are really your frens
there's no fun in your life if you don have frens
but there will be disasters if they tend to quarrel bout stupid things .
I miss those days . . .
well so i will jus have to take it easy & life goes on no matter wad
now for bgr ,
all these while im trying so hard to find a guy tat i think will be part of my life .
they come fast but leave fast too
r/s usually have probs if you tend not to trust the person or duno how to appreciate .
so i realised && regretted .
but i will jus have to look forward .
Love is a commitment not jus a feeling
i tend not to be commited or appreciate the real good guys last time .
so as for now i will :D

wellwell
think blog again next time .
cos there are jus simply too much things inside but im lazy to type =X
hahah
i jus wan to say
if only i can turn back time,
i wouldn't be wad i am now.
regret is part of my life

((x

First post of wo de new BLOG (:

hmms. recently alot of things have been going on .
but who do i trust ?
i really don.
in a confused state now.
i dono wadd to do .i can't just leave my problems there like tat .
why ?
can anyone tell me why my life is always like tat .full of problems .
i wann to solve it once andd for all.
but i just cant !
hate myself .
i noe some ppl hate me too.
but i don give a damn .
its no point.

next fri is my birthday.
can it be happily celbrated ?

or like last year so SUCKY ?!


LIFE JUST SUCKS
I WANNA DIE
KILL MYSELF IN FRONT OF YOU !