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Hello (:
tmr is another day at school.
& gonna see whether we gonna get our marks alr ..
today went for chinese tuition & the china teacher taught me damn well lor
haha, with her help sure will do much better for chinese.
cos the ong ah jit is not willing to help ? ..
one more week to Prelims .
omggg .
to my frens :
although it may be stressful,but never tell ourselves we cannot do it .
giving up halfway equals to failure (:
now is the time to put aside other things ,
& concentrate fully .
if sth is bugging you , you will not do as well ..
there will be obstacles in life for everyone.
& not all can be solved
but at least we tried & did our best (:

Some inspirational quotes from an email :
1) Dont compare yourself with anyone in this world .
If you comapre,you are insulting yourself .
2)Easy is to judge the mistakes of others
Difficult is to recognise our own mistakes
It is easier to protect your own feet with slippers
than to cover the Earth with carpet .
3)No one can go back & change a bad beginning
But anyone can start now & create a successful ending .

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this is the last post im writing bout all these small things .
there's no point to this argument
Im just wasting my precious time
BYEBYE ! (:

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OMFG .i heard that the bitch alr mark our project ,
seriously,the school is so unorganised lor .
If SHE had planned for us what to do everyday .
then people wont have to go at different pace .
First,HOD said extend deadline to wed
cos alot of ppl haven finish either their folio or presentation board .
and now i heard that the bitch grade us when we haven even finish ?
what the hell is going on man.
Yes,the sch deadline is on thurs ,but since it's alr extended
why must she still mark ?
Or is it cos she's unhappy about what we ''complained'' bout her ?
If this is really the case,she is very childish as a teacher & adult .
& to add on, she's married .
yet she don even have a single sense of maturity to handle problems well .
instead she is so called taking ''revenge''.
well i don not know the real reason.
But she have to responsibilty to explain why she mark it on thurs .
when actually the extended deadline is wed ?
and if they extend ,they shld say till its clear cut.
firstly,HOD said extend to wed the LAST DEADLINE .
so everbody naturally thought it would be marked on wed instead right ?
and if they wanna extend & let us continue with our work,
they shouldn't have any reason to argue that
it shld be marked on the sch deadline on thurs.
If that's the case , wanting to mark on thurs,
why give us extended deadline in the first place ?
and moe's gonna come moderate the marks.
What benefits does the bitch have in doing this ?
She can only feel happy that she got back at us for ''awhile'' right ?
the teachers are making us confused and worried.
we spent 8 fucking months to do this project .
and if SHE mark us down when
its not even the date of the extended deadline which is wed ,
we would seriously bear a grudge against her .

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HI !
woke up but didnt go to school .
completed my D&T project
FINALLY :D
But the bitch is gonna grade it .
luckily MOE ppl gonna come & moderate the marks .
yesterday everyhting went wrong .
cos of D&T lesson .
late for CH,late for Chem,
then in the end thrash things out with the d&t teacher ,
i guess we gotta work well together.
cos she's gonna be teaching me next year !
fuckkk ..!!!
but anyway bearing grudges is a torture to yourself .
so why not jus bear for one more year & get out of the school .
Today ,
Im not gg punch
gotta touch up on my project .
& studyyyyyyyyyyy ):
Studying everyday will make a person go crazy .
so gotta have some outdoor activities .
i wanna go Sentosa !
I miss playing volleyball after so many years not touching it.
& there's a tv show which keep tempting me to play it !
okay ..gotta go !!
im gonna watch some old chinese drama from channel 8
cos its too early .
& hear the obiang songs & see the ppl in the show
LOL
oh yes , i viewed a blog
lols ,bitches ''kah jiao wei'' bout you uh
haha i pity you ,
don even know anything bout wad ppl think bout you .
lol . Im not as CHILDISH as you (:
so i will keep my ''beautiful'' comments to myself (:

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I woke up at 8 am
fucking early lor O.O
& my exams are coming in 2 weeks time !
Im gonna have chinese tuition next week
cos my chinese teacher is so ''kind hearted''
that she don wanna teach me the words i don know .
But i prefer a china teacher ,
cos they are the best in Chinese i guess ?
& since im a Chinese ,
i should know my language (:
okay and i guess i have studied half way alr ?
after the exams,my uncle wants me to work in his company
to package the stocks .
In a way,its good cos he's my relative
& working hours are flexible
But on the other hand,I will be WATCHED !
cos ppl whom you know usually expects you to get everything right .
& i hate his nagging la .
im old enough to make my own decisions for god's sake .
well ,tmr is another boring day in sch,
gotta memorise another esaay ..
))):

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went out with yvonne & serene today (:
bought the haversack & hoodie :DD
walked till or legs were freaking numb
& guess wad ?
we went to Yoshinoya to rest but nvr bought anything.
LOL !!
I think ppl think we'r crazy .
then yvonne took ALOT of photos !!
haha (: enjoyed gg out with 'em :D
AFTER THAT EVERYTHING WENT WRONG !
&& Im fucking pissed off now la
shouldnt have went to my uncle's house
nobody talked to me ..
& my uncle just gave me wine to drink .
then THEY said ''don go outside drink so much .better be more ''zi dong'' ''
FUCK LA !
what the hell is wrong ?
i didnt wanna go there at first,
but when i went there all i get is ppl saying bad things about me.
So wad if i used to drink last time ?
So wad if YOU ALL know i smoked ?
is it a fucking big deal ?!!!
HEY IM YOUR NIECE OKAY
MUST YOU LIKE TO ME LIKE IM A CRIMINAL !?
then my cousins brought their BOYFRIENDS THERE .
& my mum said ''see la they all bring their bf leh,ask yours to come la ''
fuck la ,so my mum asked him
& he still didnt want.
HEY it is my mum who asked you okay .
i know you don like these kind of gatherings .
so its my fault to irritate you again by asking once more lor.
Guess why i reach home so early ?
cos i cant fucking stay there anymore.
NO ONE talks to me.
NO ONE bothers
& all they say is how i was LAST TIME .
FUCK IT .

Im having mood swings lately ,
maybe because of the upcoming exams.
Its hard to control one's emotions .
But i know i cant let my emotions control me.
I get irritated at the slightest things .
jus now he called me ,
his fren said sth.
& i really felt irritated .
Its like suddenly I want everyone
to shut the fuck up & let me have peace .
but im being self-centered like that ..
Its hard not to feel anything .
or maybe my emotions are changing now & then .
It may be my fault that im born this way ,
but im really so stressed up *&^%$@!
i know if i did study,i wont have to worry .
But my case is diff from others,
i alr wasted 2 fucking years .
and i cannot afford to lose more time anymore !
& i seriously regretted wasting time
the other thing is,
teachers are putting more & more pressure on us .
& some teachers are putting high hopes on me .
My brain is like gonna explode !
I need my own space now .
seriously ,i need to be alone .
so ppl who talked to me today may be offended by me .
but pls don come and irritate me
or i dono what will happen ..
SIGHHHHHH ):

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YOYO !
woke up at ard 8plus in the morning .
damn early right ?!
then went to study Chemistry ,
time really flies ..
Im left with two more weeks to Prelims .
Im so booooreeddd at home ):
look through some friendster bulletins ,
& saw this :
What does your name says about you ?
TRY IT ! :D
A : You are hot.
B : You like people.
C : You are really silly.
D : You like to eat.
E : You like to play with cats.
F : You are dead sexy.
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H : You have a very good personality and good looks.
I : Easy to be with.
J : People Adore you.
K : You're wild and crazy.
L : Everyone loves you.
M : Best kisser ever.
N : Best bf/gf anyone could ask for.
O : Easy to fall in love with.
P : You are popular with all types of people.
Q : You are a hypocrite.
R : You're loyal to those you love.
S : Fuckin crazy.
T : Awesome kisser.
U : You really like to chill.
V : Awesome in bed.
W : You are very broad minded.
X : You love sports.
Y : Best bf/gf anyone could ask for.
Z : Always ready.

My name:
C : You are really silly. ( oh yeah ?)
H : You have a very good personality and good looks. (awwww xD)
E : You like to play with cats. (NO ! =.=)
L : Everyone loves you. (I hope so !! )
S : Fuckin crazy. ( Yeah totally !)
I : Easy to be with. (Depends )
A : You are hot. ( WOW O.O )

hello

Today was damn tiring .
woke up 10 am in the morning
& i slept at 1plus am cos of training .
went to Woodlands library with Yvonne & Serene
to meet Ms suganthi .
then we couldn't find any space there .
so went to the cafe .
Teacher taught us two topics alr .
so good right ,i guess its hard to find this
kind of teacher who sacrifice their weekends to teach us .
then after Ms suganthi left ,
actually we wanted to catch a movie .
but there was limited choices =.=
so walked ard Causeway point ..
and bought doughnuts .
It was nice lor ..
While walking ,we were talking about class & all ,
haha even about kah hwa too
LOL =X
then went back to Khatib to meet him for dinner
& now im back here blogging (:
Today was a fruitful day cos i studied !!
haha

yoyo

Hello everyone !
I woke up in the morning ,
but didnt go to school.
too tired already,
somemore first lesson is Chinese with the ''AH JIT'' .
LOL .
But i still like Chinese although we got a sucky teacher .
guess what im doing now ?
studying for Chemistry O.O
lols .
this is the first time im studying
at home so early in the morning .
later going Punch (:
3 weeks didnt go already ,
kinda miss training .
but i guess i will be dead meat .
cos my stamina is getting worse O.O
haha , okay gonna go study already
Good luck to my friends except ''someone'' for N's
& lets go sec5 together (:
:DDDDDDDDDDDD

hi

Just came back from school .
later going for night class again ,
well well .
some people are just so childish
*tsk tsk tsk
sec 4 already still dono how to think for herself .
hahaha
* YOU are blogging about me & the rest i guess ?
use so many vulgarities
when some of them is copied from others
& your English sucks okay ?!
'EXPECT' SPELLED AS 'ESPECT'
HAHA !
& you claimed we were once close ?
OMFG. you're the one who wanna stick to me man !
im not so thick skinned lor =.=
Let me get things right first :
Do you even know the whole class hate you?
LOL !
so dumb to even think you still have friends .
They just don wanna hurt your ''small little heart ''
HAHA .
haha i don wanna be a hypocrite so i will voice out everything here
Its my blog so i have the rights just like what you did .
the first thing is
Do you even know you best sister don really like you ?
''everytime borrow $$$ from ppl didnt return''
thats what i heard .
In class ,ppl are studying so PLS SPARE A THOUGHT FOR OTHERS
DON scream with a such an annoying high pitch voice everytime .
makes everyone irritated .
then LOVE to take advantage of others
especially when it comes to $$$$
& heard that you love to copy people
pls la ,have your OWN STYLE MAN .
*TSK TSK TSK
I PITY YOU LOR .
COS EVERYONE THINKS YOU'RE CHEAPSKATE
HAHA
I don wanna continue anymore
cos there is just too many things.
JUST THINK ,
IF YOU ARE REALLY SUCH A NICE GIRL ,
HOW COME EVERYONE HATES YOU ?
& pls look at your own attitude.
IT SUCKS FOR GOD'S SAKE !
and do you think we really love to look at you ?
LOL
do you think you're MISS UNIVERSE ?
haha WE HAVE NICER THINGS TO LOOK AT LA !
or maybe cos they wanna look at your ''lovely'' lips ma .
PLS DO SOME SELF REFLECTION BEFORE YOU SAY OTHERS .
CHILDISH BITCH :D

hello

Guess what im doing now ?
my D&T COURSEWORK !
WTF ! still need to type out all that
but no choice,its my marks .
Oh yes , and i wonder whats wrong being good again ?!
I was doin my D&t in school.
then my friend in sec 5 came talked to me .
He said :''How come you doing you work ?
you've become so auntie already leh !
you changed alot from last time till now
last time was ******* (gang poem ) =.=
anyway i know you sure can go sec5
but by then you are alr 18 years old leh !!''
FUCK MAN !
whats wrong with taking O levels at 18 .
whats wrong with doing work ?
whats wrong with BECOMING GOOD AGAIN ?!
WELL, anyway im not gonna fuck care (:
I shouldn't let words from ppl affect me
cos they are just words .
FOR PPL WHO ARE CONCERNED ABOUT PPL'S WORDS :
Let me tell you ,
i've been through much more back stabbing than this
and the things they say were worse .
but who cares ?
JUS BELIEVE IN YOURSELF
& YOU KNOW ITS NOT TRUE.
DON LET PPL'S WORDS AFFECT
YOU AS THEY'RE JUST WORDS.
JUST KNOW THAT THEY'RE JEALOUS OF YOU .
AND LET THEIR WORDS MAKE YOU STRONGER
& NOT WEAKER
IF NOT YOU WILL BE
THE ONE LOSING OUT IN THE END
TRUST YOUSELF AS YOU DECIDE YOUR OWN LIFE !! (:

hello

Today is Youth Day .
another boring day at home ..
im looking forward to school ?
lol !
& im caught with a flu.
omfg . so irritating ..
& i realised i havent been gg training for 2 weeks alr !
cos of school ..so tired ):
but im gonna go this friday (:
cos training keeps me fit
haha !!
i wanna have a muscular body with six packs
LOL ! i would look damn alien-ish .
& my eng oral was just over .
PHEW!
but i guess i didnt do as well as i expected .
i had a mental block in the middle .
& i was doing the picture part.
wtf man ,sad lorrr .. )):
totally forgot what i wanted to say .
but anyway luckily i tried to pulled myself up
in the conversation part .
well ,whats done cannot be undone.
now,i just have to concentrate on the rest .
cos im sure i wanna take O levels next year !
or it will be so wasted . (2years) =.=

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I have too many things in mind .
so it's hard to post it out .
there is a right time to say things that need to be said .
and now's not .
sometimes ppl wonder ,
what do they live for ?
& whats the purpose of their life ?
I was confused during a period of time .
i don't know what i want
and i have no goals.
sometimes i may be sth like a philosopher ?
as the things i think about is in depth .
i have random mood swings and
that caused my emotions to be unbalanced ,
especially towards personal r/s
like friends , BGR or even family .
and my mood swings caused me to be over-sensitive .
& cos of this ,it may lead to
quarrels or conflicts or disagreements .
I don't understand what kind of a person am i .
sometimes things that happen
are not what i wanted .
I dont expect everyone to accept what kind of a person am i.
i jus need people to understand .
and somtimes my mood swings may lead me
to get irritated by the slightest things .
i cant control it ..




I somehow feel that you're different from before.
or am i thinking too much ?

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I realised ..
I have been staying at home or gg to school these few weeks ?!
omfg .
i miss gg out with lydia & shop
My clothes are rotting in the wardrobe
and i havent bought any new clothes for 2 mths alr ?!
ARGHHHH ...
But too bad ,priority is studies now ))):
& shopping have to wait till i have my holidays .

:D

Today was a long long day..
stayed back in school till 6plus O.O
but im glad i learnt alot of things today.
First,went to science SSS & my teacher
taught me another 3 chapters .
plus the one ytd is alr 6 chapters !
& this is the first time i totally understand
CHEMISTRY ! LOL
then after that,went to look for mrs hee
& practise oral with her
cos tmr is my 'N' level oral . OMFGGGG
lastly,went for math night class
& did revision on chapter 1 (:
Today MRS POH brought me to look for MDM AINI.
cos of D&T =.=
but in the end mdm aini was full of praises
haha !
she told me don label myself as an N.a student
cos im an O level student
& she have higher expectation from me
and told me the work she saw today
can get at least a grade 3
but she thinks that i can do much better.
well ,what she said certainly made me felt better .
cos i alr wasted 4 yrs in Express =.=
but personally i feel that we shouldn't
discriminate the N.a people.
cos they are nicer ppl than the Express (:
& nobody is dumb .
Oh yes !
ytd i went to meet lydia
& she passed me the VictoriaSecret undies
i asked her to help me buy online & ship here from US.
its below >>


BACK
FRONT

It was in a nice plastic !

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Hi !
next Monday is a holiday !!
WOOHOO :D
Today is another boring day in school
assembled at 7.25 as usual .
and sang the fucking National Athemn 3 times !
cos we didn't sing loud enough =.=
treating us like kids . wtf .
then proceed on with ''Singing session''
So freaking lame .
We were supposed to sing the song ''If we hold on together ''
& that's a song i heard from pri. school till now.
omg so outdated already .
Okay lets talk about my school.
It is the most budget,cheapskate,dilapidated school which have a budget,botak principal inside IN THE WHOLE OF SG,& LOOKS AS IF ITS GONNA COLLAPSE ANYTIME !
& CAN YOU BELIEVE IT ALR HAS 16 YRS OF HISTORY ?
& ALMOST CLOSED DOWN AT A PERIOD OF TIME
COS OF INSUFFICIENT STUDENTS.
-sometimes when teacher wanna print notes for us,
we need to pay for it ourselves =.=
as their funds were dried up !
-and in all toilets,NONE of the cubicles have toilet paper ,
except one roll beside the hand dryer which is also spoiled =.=
some of the cubicles filled with shit or whatever O.O
and basin stuffed with toilet paper ?
SO DIRTY & DISGUSTED BY THE TOILETS.
-The window panes are those in my pri sch ,those closed with a ''piank'' sound .
Not those in our homes nowadays .
Some are metal ,some are glass,but it is still budget .
-The school building is freaking small,
with BATS lying around outside classrooms,
as if it was a damn old haunted school.
-Every morning,we have to assemble in the CARPARK,
which is freaking small and filled with HOUSEFLIES
Can you believe this ?
-The D&T room is said to be haunted,
but what i think is it is DIRTY,DUSTY,RUSTY .
the tools were used for so long alr .
ROTTING ALREADY LOR !
full of dust in the room with a foul smell .
OMFG .

I hope people won't be so dumb to choose my school.
AS IT IS THE WORST OF THE WORST
p.s I didn't choose the school in my 6 choices,the school chose me !
And i have been here for 5 years cos i retain blah blah blah
Its not that i love the school yeah ((X

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Today is sucha boringgg day at home .
slacked at home the whole day
without doing any homework =X
but im gonna do it later ,i swear
Or i'll get killed tomorrow .
2 mths more counting to N levels .
im trying to relax (:
or i'll get a mental block when im in the exam hall .
okay ,now is really the time to be serious .
have to be mugging for exams alr.
night class start next week.
i thank those teachers who sacrificed their time
to give us night lessons
especially Ms Khoo (:
She made me touch Math .
In my whole life,all the math teachers sucked except her .
but im not gonna thank the D&T bitch .
cos she talked bullshit to my form teacher .
fuck her upside down
haha. .
okay ,gonna stop here .
going to study already :D
Good Luck to all my classmates for N levels .
''CHOK DEE' = good luck in thai

Hello everyone !
this post is for yesterday & today .
ytd , fri ,our 2nd mth (:
we exchange gifts
& he gave me an Anna Sui perfume !arghh :D
I LOVE IT ! :D
i gave him an Everlast polo Tee (:
there are some photos below (:
then we went to Cineleisure
& watched 2 movies at the same time
''NEVER BACK DOWN'' i watched the 2nd time ytd
LOL
& ''10 PROMISES TO MY DOG, freaking nice !
then today went Wild Wild Wet
haha damn long nvr go alr
go there & relax
& play those thrilling things
woohoo :DDD
then went back to Khatib to meet Lydia .
& puffed =x but lesser as usual (:
okay thats all folks
haha