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HELLO .
I got the Edusave bursary HAHA cant believe it sucha lousy student got $250 .
I am BORED .
VERY VERY BORED ..
REAL BORED .
EXTREMELY BORED .
I MISS MY FRIENDS ,
MY HAPPY TIMES ,
MY EVERYTHING .
okay i know this is lame .
goodbye my puny lil sad life

SORRY FOR POSTING SUCHA LAME POST !

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hello (:
went to SPCA on sat
the dogs there are so pitiful ):
cant adopt one cos i need to be 21 to do that ..
i love the husky i saw , thunder (:
ytd got my pay .
i hit the target and sold $1500 of shoes
so my commission is quite alot .
and the boss praised me :D
then my mum gave me a Coach wallet .
so many things to be happy about (:
now saving money for shopping during my holiday trip ..
and next year driving licence :DD
I looked at all my sec1,2,3 friends' blogs .
ans suddenly felt so dumb & stupid .
why did i walked the wrong path ?
and the excitement in the past is all an illusion ..
so what if i regretted it ?
time wont turn back for an ordinary person like me ..
but how i wish it does
& i will be in a tertiary institution now
& keep in contact with all those friends instead of the ''bad'' ones ..
but to think of it ,i gained an experience that they never had ..
i once had the bad,so now i will have the best even in future ..





saw some bitch that made me disgusted .

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3 more weeks to the N level results !!!
pray hard that i did well .
GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE !! :D

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Guess what ?
i bought myself shoes again from the shoe shop im working at.
haven't get pay alr spent some of it . haha .
but the designs are unique though cos this brand is from Europe .
gonna be busy this whole week .
working alot of days & feeeling tired alr .
ytd sis called me ,i haven't met her in awhile .
was thinking of meeting her next week after i get my pay to go shop.
but next week im working 6 days !
cos of those irresponsible workers who nvr come the last min
& i have to help to cover .
and also saw alot of ppl whom i know =.=
but i guess i shall request one more day off .
cos next thurs is me & banana's 7th mth
WOW huh ?i didnt expect him to break my record of having the longest r/s for 7 mth.
haha . so thurs no work .
If sat also no work can meet sis (:
i need to buy a bag and maybe save up to buy a dog ?
cos i have all i need ..
okay i gotta stop here .
later gg work again (:
BYEBYE :D

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today's post is lame .
hello .
no work today .
so i went for facial .
freaking painful to feel the needles poking your face .
the beautician was my mum's fren
she was nice , after treatment all that .
she gave me samples of mask all that ..
im looking forward to pay day !!!
there are alot of things i wanna buy.
so have to decide quickly as well as save abit .
haha, okay im addicted to bubble tea & the pearls ! lol
i wanna cut my hair real soon,
wanna change my hairstyle cos im sick of this .
browsing through the internet for some hairstyles
but cant find any =.=
okay im gg to buy bubble tea bye !!! haha

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No work today ! :D
but im soooo bored at home .
just now they called and said tmr i will be working half day only .
how can they change it so suddenly ):
i wanna earn more $$$$ .
made a friend there cos she is the same age as me .
luckily she found this job or i will be stuck with ppl much older than me .
& those fucking foreign workers keep on doing construction.
using a fucked up hammer to knock .
SO NOISY ! arghhhhhh . nvr spare a thought for ppl sleeping .
nth to blog about alr =.=

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Hello !
this is the first time i like my job .
the boss is nice,the location is good & the ppl there are great (:
this sat im gg with lydia to an old folk's home to do volunteery work.
to kill time as well as to find the joy of helping others .
cos i want ppl to help me too when im old. LOL.
and also to add credit to my life haha
maybe in my next life i will have a better life .
i also sent the volunteer application form for SPCA.
really love dogs but don get to have them ):

& as for training ,im starting to like training .
but dono whether i will still continue after the lessons finish .
Muay thai really made an impact in my life ,
it was the one which made to change for the better .
and it was the first art & hobby that made me stay in it for 1year plus .
amazing huh ? cos usually im only interested in a thing for awhile .

As for friends,well i really felt that i neglected sis since i started studying .
she was really a great friend for 5 years ,
always being there for me ,
but didnt contact each other as much now.
although we have our things to be busy with,
but i hope our friendship is still the same.
although we may not contact as often now,
but the happy memories can never be erased or replaced (:
As for my other good friends , i wont forget you all !

As for r/s , it has been half a year .
time really flies & it has been a long time since i was with a guy for so long .
banana's a great bf :D
although we really have alot of quarrels since dono when ..
but i guess every prob can be solved as long as we work together .
who know what will happen it the future ?
but i just wanna say i really treasure the present (:
the memories he gave me will stay for as long as i live,
although we got our own things to stress about .
but i hope to share the burden with you and not adding .
faith,trust,commitment & love
these are the impt things & im sure i have all these (:
what about you ?

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YESTERDAY : 27 OCT 2008
me and banana's half a year together ! (:
hope we'll stay this way .

& i finally found a job !!!!
after so long of walking =.=
went to northpoint
by chance,i went to the new building and ask for a job .
they hired me ! its a shoe shop ,newly opened .
the ppl there are friendly .
and its so near to my home (:

today is a happy day :D

Hello !

18 oct

went to pulau ubin with him (:

on the bumboat which is damn noisy and cost only $2.50 each.

reached there after 10mins .the place is filled with mosquitoes .

cycled on the worst bicycle after that it rained ):

and we waited for it to stop in a little shelter .

took the bumboat back to changi then went to changi beach for awhile .

after that headed back home :D

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saw an email serene sent me ,

it says Oreo biscuits are filled with MAGGOTS

wtf !look at the pictures below .

beware & don puke xD

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Hello ! gonna post about yesterday ,13 oct 2008.
was damn fun ,went to east coast for our class bbq plus my birthday.
went cycling on the 2 seater bicycle.
cycled to bedok jetty !LOL .
serene & yvonne's bike is so noisy ! LOL !!!!
and its yvonne's first time cycling .haha .
reached there after like 30mins .
was so tired then headed back to the bbq pit .
Mr chew came ,haha and he waited for me to cut my cake before leaving .
and the BIBI took a charcoal and made my whole body dirty.
luckily not my face if not she die !!!!
then she took a piece of my choc peppermint cake and smash it on my face !
ARGH ! but luckily serene help me took revenge haha !
after that really played & everyone was tired .
so me,sis & banana went to somewhere to sit .
then yvonne & serene came to join us after awhile .
and GUESS WHAT !
me & yvonne saw sth like a SHOOTING STAR !!
its a pity its gone so fast but i still made a wish , haha .
after that i went home & banana acc me .
i opened my presents
banana gave me (Anna Sui ,purple perfume) which i wanted long time ago but couldn't find as it was limited edition !!! :DDDD
Sis gave me a black hoodie with nice designs ! i love it ! (:
yvonne & serene gave me before-hand (a monkey with boxing gloves & a black shirt ) haha the monkey looks cute (: okay my hand is getting tired from the typing . LOL so i shall let you all enjoy the photos below !!! :D

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Tomorrow is my birthday ! finally ..Im seventeen :D
but i guess 18 is still better ..
Class BBQ tmr :D
i wonder what time to go ?
omgosh ..
today went to see my cake (:
choc peppermint, my fav flavour !
hahaha i wanna cycle tmr leh !
but dono wad time gg there ..
haha anyway today wanted to tidy up my room,
but guess wad i fell alsleep instead .
omgosh wasted half of the day alr ..
haha gotta go. update after tmr !
BYE ((:

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A very random post .
Later im finally gonna see colours on my hair !! :D
I wonder what it will turn out to be .
so excited , 1 2 3 more days to my 17 th bird-day ,13 oct :D
haha. play hard guys (:

I NEED A JOD RIGHT AWAY !!!!!!!!
saw some on the newspapers , but don have the courage to call =X

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Hello people ! finally exams are over !
last paper D&T yesterday sucks man .
anyway went to Bugis with Yvonne .
and we took alot of photos lol even in the neoprint shop .
bought alot of things & find them worthwhile :D
below are some photos to share !
i look like fuck LOL
2 more days to 13 oct ,my birthday !!
haha, looking forward to the class bbq .
gonna look for job , anyone got jobs ???
so boreddddddddddddddddddd .
& i was looking through and deleting texts .
thought of the old days & old friends .
kinda miss them but it has been a long tim since we keep in touch .
well, maybe one day i bump into them & they have alr became good !
haha, well , life goes on .
& i meet diff kind of ppl as i grow .
but i hope the ppl i meet in future will not be a disappointment like the past (:
but i guess there are diff types of ppl in this world .
and i still have to be wary , but i guess there will be nice ppl ard (:


She took my photo secretly ! LOL


US !

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YAY ! 1 more paper to go !
haha , tmr is D & T
dono how to start studying.
class chalet cancelled !
because of the school who wants to protect their own reputation .
everyone's unhappy , but there's nth we can do .
but at least there's a bbq going on :D
& its on my birthday , omg dono what mischief they are up to .
lols ,it may be the last time we gonna see some classmates .
so must play hard during the bbq people ! :D
after D&T paper tmr gonna go out with Yvonne & Serene .
haha, think will walk till our legs are numb
and it has been a longggg time since i went shopping .
im also gonna look for a job while walking .
hmmm,i wonder how will i spend this 3 mths .
hmm well , now what i wish for is to go up to sec 5 !
i don really care about the points haha as long as i can go up .
& hope my friends will go up together with me !!
ALL THE BEST !! (:

SHORT POST

A short post for today .
sorry bout saying the previous one was my last :D
okay this is really gonna be the last post before my exams end .
cos im really getting bored !
Physics & Chemistry paper today .
now rotting till 1plus & head back to school for Math paper 1 .
9 october last paper -> D&T ):
9 more days to end of exams !!!
3 more days & he'll be back !
then i can give the choc chip cookies i baked :D
Okay BYE for now :P

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HELLO !
okay im supposed to blog after exams
but i will put this as my last post instead,
cos i miss him alot !
Lantern festival he came & find me
and light up the candles !!
there are some photos below .
i made a heart shape & he light up all the fire crackers on a tree.
looks romantic seriously
haha !
then ytd he came & find me one last time before gg to China ):
SOBS .
and he gave me a bouquet of roses !
so surprised yet touched .
actually he wanted to buy my favourite roses that are blue
but couldn't find them ,
so he bought red instead,
and told me 6 roses represnts ''im yours''
he gave me this cos he cant be with me on our coming 5th mth
cos he's at china ):
argh ! but its okay .
and i trust that although he's not with me but his heart is :D
LOL ! okay below are the photos ,
and good luck to my frens for the coming N's .
haha anyway who cares about ***what happen uh ? LOL
thats all folks !! :D
blogging after exams !
BBYEEEEEEEEE .

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HELLO !
today have abit of misunderstandings b/w me & serene
but it was all settled.
after all , we are frens .
and i wont be blogging for now cos of exams .
but will be back after that.
oh yes, say all you want hor !!! (:
cos there wont be any reply
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH !
cos i rather waste my precious time on exams :DDD
WOOHOO
:DDDDDDDDDDDD
LOLL .
BYE ALL (:

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HI ALL (:
back to blogging,
haven't been studying since the Eng paper .
& firstly ,i wanna thank my frens who cheer me up when i was down (:
thanks lydia for accompanying me (:
okay , so back to school next week.
gonna be boring cos its the same old thing ,revision again .
but no choice ,
not feeling well today ,got a bad cough .
next fri im planning to go Escape with him (:
it has been a long time since we went out .
well , i guess everything that happened
made my realise there will be ups & downs in life.
it depends on whether you handle your emotions well ,
sometimes i jus wish i could lose my memory & only rmb the happy times .
haha ,
okay thats about all ..
gonna sleep soon
GOOD NIGHT TO ALL :D

2 POSTS FOR TODAY !

MY BLOG'S SONG

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters,brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
'cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why i didn't show up sometimes
on sunday mornings and i miss you
But im glad we talked through
All them grown full things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
face to face

[ Chorus ]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I
I wish I could talk to you for awhile
Miss you but I try not to cry
As..time..goes..by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the world to see your face
And I'm right here right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye
And you never got the chance to
see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave me
that I held so tight I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

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Yesterday went Escape with sis to forget our troubles.
okay & we played almost everything there .
but to no avail we still feel shagg after that .
the best was the Inverter & the Viking ship .
so thrilling that my heart dropped .
and at that moment nth was gg through my head except the feeling of thrill .
how i wish time would stop there .
then went to the haunted house .
and that ass hole who was wearing the ''ghost mask'' tried to scare us .
guess what ? i scolded him .so irritating .
then there is one when we felt that we were flying .
so when its time to go on,emotions came back again.
I just finished my 3 papers .
and luckily my Eng exams was the same topic as Prelims !
maybe this is life .
you gain one thing but lose another .
and what's done cannot be undone .

i have said whatever i wanted to say .
cos its so hard to keep it inside me
so bottled up as if there's a knot there that cant be untied .
its so sad to think that you have nobody to confide in .
i was jus thinking , just as i thought my life is getting better ,
its gone back to where i started now .
then things that happened are all things of the past.
if i keep on looking back,
i would be troubled & wose still,tired of living .
maybe my past life i was a very bad person
so retribution has come .
but the things that happened made me grow up .
and mrs teng had a chat with me ytd ,
she said if the other party was mature enough,he will accept it
but it takes time .
i know ,thats why im giving him time .
maybe cos my circle of frens in the past come across life experiences
and they feel thats is a norm thing .
but this time its diff ,
thats why i treasure it .
i wanna do sth to occupy myself now .
if not wild thoughts will be running through .
and whats the point ?
can my life be better if i moan about my life ?
No ....
I wanna be brave,but it may not be what it seem.
and she said too that focus on those who cares for me .
well , i don know ..
and i really feel very tired , i just wanna sleep and never wake up .
maybe to the end of whatever troubles i have ?