gosh

It's sad Sunday again ,tmr Monday blues .
OH MAN, Why isn't there a holiday for poly students tmr ?!
I don wanna go school :(((((((((((((((((((((
I want my beauty sleep , i want to finish the Breaking dawn book,i wanna see my mushroom . LOL .

:(

Bad night for sleeping,why do nightmares just love to be with me while im sleeping.
I'm always feeling real unhappy,real upset,or real ''emo'' after i woke up.
Is there any way to stop these ? or anyone to be the someone to take me away from those nightmares..
weekends always pass by so quickly, WHY :(((
i like my class but i don like school cos of the assignments and all..
omfg,and especially the fucking long distance to and fro.
IM feeling super uber stressed and worn out .
Any kind souls to console me ?

A LONG DAY

OMFG,i pulled through today which a an extremely longggg day .
Im so worn out ,and yet ppl still have the energy to push and squeeze in trains .
i really hope SMRT will consider reconstructing trains to become longer or have more seats .
and i really hate rude typical s'poreans who don't apologise after they pushed you , FUCK .
mannn, poly life really isn't for a person like me,i regretted no taking some beauty courses outside or whatever ..
but im glad my classmates are nice .
Another issue that is bothering me is i really care about how others look at me .
As a matter of fact, I hate to pretend to be someone else .
So when ppl ask or see my smoke ,i will just continue ,
or even if they know about my nightlife and the occasional drinks i go for .
BUT,i know alot of ppl will think im 'indecent' or whatsoever ,
i mean,i just wanna be myself in front of ppl ,or even find friends who accept me for who i am .
well ,i really hope ppl will treat me like a real fren,instead of 'pretending' to be my fren .
Gosh,im realllyyy stressed up by one lil assignment ,cos i really dono how to go about doing it ,how to start ,how to research .

boring day

Start school at 3 end at 5 just for S&W ?!
and tmr all theeee way till 6 :(
i'm thinking how to go about doing my individual assignment on obese children .
Maybe i should start organising my thoughts on a piece of paper first .
The worst part is actually the researching part,
cos there must be at least 5 info,and only 2 can be from the internet .
So i guess i have to head down to the library after dono how many years of not stepping into one .
I want to give it my best shot , but thinking about the word limit and the possibility of gg out of point,
it makes me shiver .
Oh man,it's just a pathetic piece of assignment !
Why am i so bothered about it ,or maybe it's because i don't want to go back to my old ways again as well as wasting precious time .
Although im still not very close to my classmates,but they're friendly,no doubt about that ,
i really hope we can be like other classes which are so bonded and united .
It's 10.30 now ,and im hungry already .
kinda looking forward to hip-hop later HAHA !
guess it should be fun with the 'lecturer' we have .
i guess i'll stop here for now ,plan plan plan .. today is all about planning ,no matter big or small .

heyaa !

Okay,it has been like 1 , 2 years since i blogged ?
feel kinda weird to blog again though lol .
But , im really bored .
If you are so kind to take your time off & read my blog pls don read my archives cos they're horrible,some made me laugh and some made me wonder why i wrote those ..
okay i've like got sooo many things to say these 2 years but i'll just cut it short.
So i manage to clear my O levels and proceed to poly .
But i don't really enjoy poly life ,i missed the days working in Club NaNa,
it was one of the happiest moments of my life .
Maybe because of the env , and got to know alot of people .
And most importantly ,i got to know someone who's part of my life now :)
well, okay i guess there are some point of time in my life that fucks me but i couldn't get over it at first , because there wasnt any form of commmunication or solving of problems .
But now i know everytime things happen,i shouldn't run away from it & should face it .
okay it's damn easy to say,but effing hard to do .
People judge me by my looks thinking im strong, but no .
I may be damn stupid to admit im weak or fragile inside , but that's me .
and pls don't ever mess with my heart be it friends ,family or boyfriend .
you don't know what will happen .
I can be very positive and crazy at times ,
but when im pessimistic,i will do the craziest things ever ,maybe it isn't a good thing but that's my way of dealing with things i guess .
Anyway there are SOO much more things i wanna type,but im lazy LOL.
so i'll just end this post off with the hope that everything will remain as it is ,as smoothly as now .

Lastly,don fuck around with me,thank you .

(:

get to know yourself better. try it ,very true for me QUIZ:http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love: You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education: You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you: You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success: You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of: You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self: You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

LOVE QUIZ : http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test80.aspx?q=b

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

:D

sunday PULAU UBIN :DDDD



at the ferry terminal . . .


hongkiat helping me spray insect repellent !

on the bumboat :D

what are we pointing at ?

WELCOME TO PULAU UBIN (:

too tired to cycle alr ))):

what am i looking at ?

On the steps of the beautiful ''house''

advertising 100plus LOL

and again ...


the best place ever !

we copy the angmoh beside us HAHA !

If only i stay here ..

peace !

resting ..

deserted small island opp the jetty

inside the ''house'' which is a visitor's centre

on the ROOFTOP =X

on top of the mangrove viewing tower O.O

Shagg faces . . .

:D

SATURDAY SENTOSA DAY ! :D

his coconut & ''dick'' nice ? HAHAHA !!!



LOL .



the guys


O.O

SEXY BUTT EH HAHA !

FLIRTING AUNTIES . HAHA

JANICE & KOREAN GUY !

KISSING THE COCONUT TREE

SMILE !

CARRYING CHINA TOURIST LOL !!!!!

GROUP PHOTO :D

JANICE & ANGMOH

DON MISUNDERSTAND !!!

COS WE WERE PLAYING TRUE OR DARE .

SMILEEE !

TIME FOR FOOD !!

YUMMY YUMMY

IM FULL

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will update when i get the photos ! :D
sure alot to update about .
tmr sch ))):

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Sometimes people may wonder, why is the world so unfair to them ?
but actually there are ppl worse off than them .
Sometimes when ppl walk through your own path halfway battered with bruises ,they just wanna give up .
Sometimes ppl feel that the everyone let them down ,and blame the world .
I was wondering,it is thier own minds that is playing tricks on them to make them think pessimistically .
you have the power to control your minds and emotions,why not do that ?
Its difficult,but willpower can overcome anything i believe .
my life is kinda boring now, but at least its peaceful .
in a way its good so that i can fully concentrate on my studies .
that is the one & only thing on my mind now .
because i don live for ppl,i live for myself .
haha,okay i wish my classmates good luck for the upcoming prelims ! :D

Chok dee ! means good luck in Thai (:



Do what you love & fuck the rest

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quotes i got from photobucket :)

my personal favourite :
Do what you love & fuck the rest .
-lil miss sunshine

`its hard to tell who has your back ,from who has it long enough just to stab you in it
-nicole richie


some famous ones :
All the art of living lies in a fine mingling of letting go and holding on.
-henry ellis


Don't go around saying the world owes you a living. The world owes you nothing. It was here first.
-Mark twain



Life is a dream for the wise, a game for the fool, a comedy for the rich, a tragedy for the poor.
Sholom Aleichem


Life is a series of collisions with the future; it is not the sum of what we have been, but what we yearn to be.
Jose Ortega y Gasset




Literature is mostly about having sex and not much about having children. Life is the other way round.
-David Lodge

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I took a different route in my life .
Its gonna change , there may be obstacles or turns .
but i guess i can overcome these .
wish me luck in changing & improving myself !

Life is short, break the rules !

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Wonder why the wedding ring is worn on the 4th finger ?
here's why !
Thumb represents your Parents
Second (Index) finger represents your Siblings
Middle finger represents your-Self
Fourth (Ring) finger represents your Life Partner
Last (Little) finger represents your children
Firstly, open your palms (face to face), bend the middle fingers and hold them together -
back to back
Secondly, open and hold the remaining three fingers and the thumb - tip to tip
Now, try to separate your thumbs (representing the parents)...,
they will open, because your parents are not destined to live with you lifelong,
and have to leave you sooner or later
Please join your thumbs as before and separate your Index fingers (representing siblings)...., they will also open, because your brothers and sisters will have their own families and will have to lead their own separate lives.
Now join the Index fingers and separate your Little fingers (representing your children)....,
they will open too, because the children also will get married and settle down on their own some day.
Finally, join your Little fingers, and try to separate your Ring fingers (representing your spouse).
You will be surprised to see that you just CANNOT....., because Husband & Wife have to remain together all their lives - through thick and thin!!

THIS POST IS ONLY AGAINST SPECIFIC PEOPLE.
AND ITS THE BLOGGER RIGHTS TO POST WHAT THEY WANT . IF YOU FEEL OFFENDED OR DISGUSTED FEEL FREE TO CLOSE THE WINDOW , THANK YOU (:

FUCK THOSE SICK CHINA BIRDS LA !
DISGRACE TO THE CHINESE POPULATION.
No wonder westerners look down on chinese
guess what ?!
A town in Canton is now on trend taking baby herbal soup
to increase health and sexual performance/stamina.
WTF ?! why must it have to be babies ?
and they are eating their own kind !
even if you are poor you sell your body la why must it be the innocent babies.
ask the wife to be a prostitute instead since you were the ones who gave the babies life !
If you all didnt FUCK SO MUCH,there wont be this outcome of having to sell your babies ,your own flesh & blood !
TRY COOKING YOUR DICK AND EAT LA GUYS WHO TAKE THIS ''HERBAL SOUP'' !
wanna increase sexual performace go eat Viagra la !
fucking hell , fuck fuck fuck.
hope these inhumane people FUCK TILL THEY DIE OF EXHAUSTION OR INFECTION OR AIDS !!!!
or go drill a hole in the wall fuck yourselves till you die man.
don drag pathetic stupid DUMB women into the picture make them sell their own babies to make SOUP !

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i once received this email .
its DAMN GOREY !
LOOK IF YOU DARE !!

Human parts processing factory (like sardines)
A factory in Russia harvesting kidneys, eye corneas and other human body parts for sale. Bodies are collected from drunk drivers who died in car accidents, people staying alone who had frozen to death in the cold winter, criminals on death row or unexplained death and unclaimed bodies. Some body parts and bones are sold to Universities in various parts of the world. Leg bones are exported to pharmacies in Ireland and Germany to make tooth-fillings which is popular in Europe .